STRAWBERRYSINS.

2009-01-31T19:23:00.003+08:00

here i am once again...it's gonna be a short post though..i might reedit it later or something...so
.....i'm sick =/ .....yes my JANUARY SYMPTOMS are back...they are..

Sore throat
coughs
sneezing
cold(selisma wa)

I can handle the cold...but i can't handle the sore throat and coughs...errrrrrgh...-__-''... i get this every year ...and january,there is never a miss ...seriously...last year my throat was so painful...i lost my voice too...my friend Haziq had to take me to the hospital haha...i didn't wanna go with dad so yeaa went with him..haha whaaat..he offered..so i went =p...gosh..i hope i don't lose my voice again =S ....it's bad enough people make fun of my voice when it's normal..even now that i'm sick i'm getting bullied about my voice...haha mean...like last thursday night zaim called me up and he started laughing about my voice...so mean..-_-''...and i was like 'i'm sick!' something like that...pfft...and then Gnee...i told him i'm sick..like i'm about to lose my voice and he hasn't heard my voice and sudata he teased me saying 'sexy voice' LOL....awh well...
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Actually i have things to blog about but i might do that later..i wanna play go chat now...i'm chatting with zai right now..haha sooo yeaa i'll blog more later yeaa =) ....loves loves

2009-01-27T07:08:00.003+08:00

...Morning...
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it's 7.09am ..still haven't slept crazzyy....
soo.....just blogging for a minute..i've not a clue what to say...
hmmm.......I'M SINGLE =)
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....-_-'' don't mind me i'm tryna cheer myself up by saying

"singles goooooooood~"
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it ain't workin'!! -_-''
oh well =)
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LOLA IS SINGLE...
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again...don't mind me please...i'm not thinking straight -_-''
hee...i'll post something with alittle more sense in it later or tomorrow yeaa..=)..
soo...till here...
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SILLIEST PHOTO OF THE DAY.
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i don't find this photo pretty..that's why i'm posting is as 'silliest photo of the day'
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Alrighty then...good moring to you lot who read in the morning,good afternoon to those in the afternoon and good evening to those in the evening who reads this post.
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LOVES,HUGS
STRAWBERRYSINS/MOCHA LOLA

2009-01-23T18:05:00.002+08:00

heyy... so i've been in bed all day...not gone out of my room all day...gosh...i'm just anta eh....i don't know what i'm blogging about right now...i miss him...like seriously....and there he is online as always...and i just don't have the guts to text him..i texted him the other day and i didn't get a reply... eeeeerrrrrrrghhhhh this is all torture....how the hell can someone who said they love you sooooooo much suddenly have no feelings what so ever....?seriously..meaning the feeling you had for that person wasn't real.....DANG ITTTT!!!!!!!!

2009-01-23T03:21:00.012+08:00

So...haha yeaa another post i feel like blogging right now..sooo~....hmmm...awhh this year the stuff i wanna get..and i hope i will get...are......(HAHA yes i'm bored...)

i want a guitar!!!!!!(though there are a few at home but their dad's electric guitars.

i want a DSLR camera!!!!!i will try get one LOL

i want my license!!!!..which i should have gotten last october =/ ..(but not this car lol)

LG KS360!!! i saw want it!!either the pink or red one!daddy pleeeease~

A closet full of new clothes,bags,shoes and accessories and all them little girly things.

I WANT HIM =D ...LOL..what?a girl can dream can't she?=p...

But what i really want is this..i want this back.. =) it's the most important thing that i want.

Hrmm.. what else...things i want,and some things i wanna achieve this year(if i can't do all this year..i can always do them next year =)

i wanna lose a little weight LOL..yes not too much,just a little LOL..
Pass June olevel exams this year(i think i failed my o'levels awh well just gotta wait for them results this saturday)
get hte hell out of SMSSA that hell hole
get into technical and take interior designing
be a more positive person rather than a negative person
be able to play the guitar.
play 'a little too not over you' on the keyboard
play 'wrapped in your arms' using the guitar
play 'crush' using the guitar
buy myself a white rabbit
buy dvds cause i'm bored of watching my dvds over and over.
start dancing again/perform
care less about what people say
wait?i think i've done number 13 already?LOL
wrestle with a body builder =D LOL kidding!i'd probably end up in hospital!
Influence someone to do something(got that form sims2 LOL)
become photogenic like i used to be.
Bake a cake for someone special
Learn to make homemade icecream
Become stronger so that i can get through all them ups and downs =)
stay the way i am
And i sooooooooooooooooo want you =( meaning 'him' LOL!

So....i guess that's it...i might have other things in mind but i just forgot them HAHAHA...sooo here's my jobless post x) enjoy *thumbs up*

2009-01-23T02:49:00.004+08:00

hey..well today i've not done much..just went online..then i went out with ina,wafiq,zaim,azim tonight(22nd january)...and i made a new friend..rineh..(did i spell her name right?lol)..she's cool..she's wafiq's cousin i think?they were all wondering how come i was so 'belawa' tonight..i said..not really..i said i just finished sewing this top and the trousers too never worn before..'i ...then we went round gadong..it was kind of empty since gadong was Pitch black..yes..a blackout...but we were all sakai about it and other places that were pitch black...we then headed off to our final destination...where we always go ...deroyalle~...it was kinda full there cause people from fountain(is that the name?) went there cause kiulap too was pitch black...so the manager..came up to us..as he always see's us there he came up to us shook my hand shook everyone's hand and asked us to sit..then we said we were gonna go somewhere else first ..then he told us to come back and don't go anywhere else haha..very nice...then we went to ayamku...then went to deroyalle..since there was no where to sit...the manager came up to us then ina ws like we needed somehwere to sit..then the man was like 'i will throw some people out hold on *smile*' haha very nice...then while..zaim,wafiq,azim,ina were playing big 2...me and rineh jsut talked and all..were like 'u look familiar' and she was like 'i know!u too!' then started talking turned out she knew zizol(my friend) and she knows 'him' the guy i truely love and miss =(....yeaaa...then it was nice she's cool seriously...and i ordered the 'best brunei' drink..very yummy seriously...it was coconut milk+chocolate icecream+whipped cream+almond nuts...i think that was all?OH MY GOSHHH!!..was better than the other drinks i had seriously *slurps*...the glass too was soo pretty lol...well yeaa we went back around1+..i got home before 2...and now..i'm online...i was webcaming with a friend for a minute or so..and now here i am updating my blog...no sure if i'm gonna be posting any photos tonight.we'll see..cause i'm actually in the mood for a photo session at the moment..but then again i'm too lazy jua..awh well we'll see...so hmm.
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I'll leave it till here for now aright?loves,hugs./sorry for any spelling errors and grammer errors..too lazy to recheck as always..
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P.S........ I MISS YOU A.S !!!!!!!!!!! =( I MISS MY HOT COMEDIAN =(......

2009-01-22T05:43:00.000+08:00

DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!
DANG IT!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!

don't mind me i'm just letting it out since i can't scream my lungs out right now cause it's 5.45am LOL...

2009-01-22T03:17:00.009+08:00

hey..well here i am updating..so..i've not done much...i went to Gnee's palce a few hours ago from 11.30 to 1am+...it was fun...shinji wanted me to install sims onto his laptop...soo ermm.. . . . yea..and i went out with durang zaim last saturday..ina was supposed to come but she mengajut had to go to the hospital so i brought my other girlfriend along..haha again another comment that made me smile..wafiq said when i entered the car 'makin kurus jua lola..' the i forgot who either zaim or wafiq said it's pasal jarang jalan with them suda iata jarang makan..LOL..cause if i'm with them all we do is eat wa....LOL....sooo errrrmmmmm.
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. DANG IT!! I'm so blank right now..so...ermmm...well..o level results are coming out this saturday..gosh i'm so not looking forward to it..i think i failed..but awh well even if i did i'm just gonna take june..cause i seriously wanna get out of that hell hole known as SHARIF ALI~..and go to technical =/ ...

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what else.. . . . . Oh yes...mum has been able to get a job in teaching private classes...so hopefully if there's enough money...me and my brother are gonna go to Germany to see her this year for christmas... so i'm looking forward to that..except for the fact that i have to go on a plane.and flying is one of my phobias...oh gosh..but i seriously hope i'll be going...the shopping..oh my gosh amazing..the stuff my mum sent me from germany is jsut AMAZING the clothes *screams* LOVE IT~~~....=D ..
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and what else...i can do GIF files now..which i am very sakai with right now...and what else my laptops all messed up again..it's acer so i'm not shocked about it..alot of people have had tis problem...the side of it has cracked,i can't close it,ermm it's very slow,the sound most of the time is just errrgh! seriously...acer is cheap so yeaa...but at least i can still go online... . . . what else...
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i'm seriously blank right now..ermmm...i still miss him...i miss ajrul...sigh.... call me pathetic i don't care but i do...people say it would get easier..i tried telling myself the same thing..and yes sometimes it does get better but then it goes straight back down into suffering like hell..seriously...gosh i don't know what else to say or do...you know that feeling when you tell yourself you've given up..but then some how you're still waiting...yeaa that's what i feel now..i've given up trying but i'm still waitin for him like seriously i am...sound's sad and pathetic,i know..but what can you do right?if you love the person it ain't easy... .
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eerrrrmmm i actually wrote a song for him but yeaa for me to read only for now i guess..plus music still working on it..but yeaa i wrote a song for em =/ ..*sigh*...i sound so depressing right now i know..i'm sorry...i'm just not my bubbly self right now =/ ..... . . . I suck seriously...i know how to give people advice..but when it comes to me,myself...i can't..i never listen to my own advice cause it's soo hard =/ ... . . . .
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here are 3 simple plain GIF pictures i made..just palin and simple since i don't have decent photos yet =) and oh yes i dont know if you'll be able to see the GIF pictures though =/ . .awh i just tried...it doesn't work..or i just don't know how to make it work on blogs..=/ DANG IT! =/..i'll show them to you another time yeaa.. ..
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i know it ain't that nice but i love the fact that my hair is messy but not as bad as usual LOL

one of them random shots.

me again i look wierd~.

Lola and Gnee =)

again..another random shot..that's morning hair after waking up lol.

this cute little thing is Lola.. my mum's rabbit =) very cute .. my mum knew people knew me as lola and yet she still wanted that name for the bunny lol..i accepted it though =p

what else.....awh yeaa i was at Gnee's right a few hours ago and while i was there i just left my laptop on right..meaning my msn was still logged in..then while at Gnee's..he asked me about me being online..i said i left my msn on..then when i got back home and checked my laptop this is what i saw..a certain someone exted me LOL..here.....

room1902 says:
I'm talkin' with you ryt nw..
You..Sitting infront of me..
Nda,ane ckp with your laptop haha
hey u luk pale
haha cali eh,ckp with d person n chatting with d laptop..Tapi nada reply haha
blablabla xp

hahaha i got that from gnee...LMAO...no wonder he asked me about me being online...when i got home i was like 'crazzzy' LOL.... thanks gnee that made me smile lol... awh speaking about gnee..
i was at his place with shinji right as usual just us...then gnee was walking into the livingroom with a bottle of mirinda right and cups..then he said 'babi' somethin' somethin' ...and i was actually frustrated that time cause the sims2 nightlife wouldn't install in shinji's laptop..and i got so frustrated i straight away after hearing gnee say babi..i myself said it too i was like hands on the laptop,eyes to the screen and said 'babi eh' ...then gnee was like 'first time ku dengar si lola nyumpa' i was like 'babi isn't jua nyumpa babi means pig jua?' ...then he said somethin' somethin' about it being 'nyumpa' and then..shinji and gnee started talking about babi this babi hat from hutan...then shinji said the funniest thing...well..to me it was hilarious it got me laughing more than 2 , 3 minutes..imagine the pain of laughing...the pain in the stomach hahaha....well he said 'babi from the south east monsoon'...somethin' like that LOL...it was hilarious!!i mean the way he said it and like it was so tarus tarus..it was funny...you people wouldn't actually understand bout the south east monsoon thing..there's alot of joke they make about the south east monsoon thin which is soo funny...but maybe right now you guys think 'that's not funny?' 'what's so funny about monsoon?' hahaha like i said it's just something me and them boys understand LOL..god the agony!!...the 2,3 minutes of laughing my ass off was torture!!! gosh!!! LOL....then what else...awh they were talking about somethin' but i didn't really listen cause i was installing sims into shnji's laptop right then gnee said something to me and i was like 'uhh what?' then they laughed(god knows what they were talking about) and then gnee said something about me not listening to what they were talking about then shinji mentioned his bedroom light is blue then they laughed...-_-'' god i don't know what that was about LOL...theeeeeen yeaaa gnee came with shinji to send me home,gnee drived though cause shinji didn't wanna drive...so yeaa..

hmmmm.....gosh i can't wait to go to technical...i wanna take interior designing..but then i wanna take this other course too..i don't know yet we'll see..but i am seriously inlove with interior designing......hmmmmmmmm..... sooo i'll end it till here for now aright =)
i love you all(only the good people =p)....hugs,loves.

2009-01-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

you know what i think i will do a happy post just so that my blog doesn't look so depressing..HAHA..but i can't promise you any photos..we'll see...so...i'm back to my updating(i have another update undernieth this one same day so if you wanna read,go read)...so..while i've been gone..i went to miri with dad for the day..a last minute thing...i bought myself 3 tops(or considered 4 i guess) and a pair of shorts(cute)... i saw quite alot of people i knew in miri(ofcourse bruneians that is LOL)...then yeaa..it was jsut me and dad...then we went home... ermmm what else did i do during my depressing holiday..hmmmm...just the usual went out with ina,wafiq,zaim,pais...not everyday though...and went out with gnee,shinji,zizol....yeaa i only went out with them...seeeeee i'm not social..i don't go out everyday...i just go out,once,twice a week..not 'overly' social at all...mum says the same thing cos when i go out i allllways tell her..and i mean ALWAYS. i even tell her what we do =)...and i ain't overly social...for god's sake i'm a shy person!haha seriously i'm like 'pendiam' how many people have said i'm pendiam HAHA..i've been pendiam for YEARS!!=p... so i can handle silence. even if it was a no speaking contest i'd have good chance in winning x) LOL....so..yea that's all i did really...plus depressing myself at home cos of HIM!!!....what else~...awh there was a time that i didn't sleep for 8-9days i think?yes i am serious..you all should know the reason ...

aaaa eee back to my happy updates sorry sorry...so ermmm the day before school reopened i think? me and jee went to gadong...just me and her...since wany and wane couldn't come..it was fun..i bought myself a spongebob patrick shirt =D....i had my eyes on it the night before going out lol....then fecca texted me saying she was going to gadong so she joined us...we took photos at the arcade(which was actually me and jee's second time taking a photo there cos we took photos before fecca came =p...and then yeaa....that was pretty much my holiday...ermmm....

Last week me and dad went to Gnee's place(my dad is in the same band as gnee's uncle so my dad knows gnee's uncle[duhh~] and now also knows gnee's dad =D)....and i went out of the car before dad went to park the car and gnee's dad saw me and leaded me in and before i got to the front door i heard his dad go 'girlfriend si gnee datang(gnee's parents know me)' and i was like 'OH MY GOSH!!!LOL' then i entered the house the dad still kept saying it and everyone stared at me LOL..the mum smiled i salamed almost everyone in the house welll the ones that were in the same room as me..then i st down then GNEE came down~...then yeaa was fun~..then later that night around 10 when the badn started playing already(meaning my dad haha i forgot the name of their band, the majes something something i forgot..i'll ask gnee haha..)....SHINJI came!!!

so it was us 3 together~ then me gnee shinji went to a shop to buy icecream(we 3 bought drumstick,u know the icecream right?)and then back to gnee's...it was fun then i went home with shinji and gnee...then the next day i was supposed to go to gnee's but yeaa i didn't long story plus he was very very busy.Dad went there cos he was gonna perform again...then last tuesday i went out with gnee shinji faiz...emmm...shinji got me first..then we went to gnee's stayed there for awhile till 9 i think?cos we were waitinf for faiz...i had 3 cups of tea(god the tea at gnee's place is like *thumbs up* seriously..shinji had 4,5 cups of it haha..we first tried it when the band was palying,that time i had 2 cups haha <3 is ="">

then we moved to this table which was far from theirs then kokzid(yazid) texted me online he was like 'You're losing weight' HAHA and i was like 'why do you say that?what you saw me ka?' then he was like 'i was sitting next to mady' i was like 'iaka!!omg what's wrong with me!i can't recognise people today!!LOL'...funny =p..then on the way home he texted me online again still mentioning about the losing weight thing,i look good all i said was thankyou HAHA enough of that LOL... it was fun fun fun...then...thursday..me and ruby went to this field place the one next to the airport mall building..ya know the one with the football field yeaa..there...ruby jogged while i walked i think 7 rounds/laps apakan/?haha yeaa.. i tihnk 7...it was fun...i listened to music walked alone yeaa ..i might do it again..i think i will LOL if i'm not lazy...then we went back to ruby's place then my place then that was it..and friday i've not done anything at all~ ust stayed home..later(saturday) ina wants to go out but idk..we'll see if i go...i hate going to the mall nowadays just too many memories =/

so what else...awh yes...i was going through these blogs of brunei weddings right..and like eeeerrrrgh~...have you noticed how THICK the brides make up is????? like it's toooo thick... it make's me think like 'don't you wanna look like yourself during your weddings?'....cos honestly..when i get married(years and years from now LOL)....i don't want to have thick make up and look at my wedding album and go 'this looks nothing like me?who the hell is that women that married my man!?'..seriously =/ ...and like i've noticed...you know the big metal golden/silver thingy the brides wear on their heads?....have you noticed most of the brides look very uncomfortable?and don't usually smile...come on... =/ hahaha yes this paragraph is about the silly things of a wedding. HAHA...it's too much LOL...awh well...

what else... awh yes...the way people here lovvvvvvvvve spreading stupid pathetic idiotic fucked up rumors about a person...seriously...i could say Brunei has some of the most IDIOTIC people seriously...love spreading rumors..saying stupid things about a person which isn't true...like i heard someone tell someone this about me something like this 'atu laa yang kena atu leh 5 laki laki' ..i'll translate that in english 'that's the girl that was -kena atu-(maybe gangbanged is the word)by 5 guys' ya seee how idiotic pathetic people here are?not all just some HAHAHAHA no affence to those who don't spread stupid rumors like this..it's ridiculous how people can come up with such strange,stupid rumors like this...seriously....and another thing is...if a friend tells you something about a person who is your friend too,you easily believe it...it's crazy...before getting the other side of the story you go judge the person straight away. ITS ALL BULL CRAP~ -_-''

HAHAHA i'm being a ' DENIS LEARY ' right now with all my complaining...i could complain about alot of stuff in Brunei...i'm serious..hahaha i think i am a denis leary LOL....awh and for you kids who don't know Denis Leary if i don't post a video of him youtube him..he is like a number 1 complainer of america HAHA but what he complains about is actually good =D ...

Awh and i am seriously in love with DAVID ARCHULETAAAAAAA haha i mean seriously... *melts*..hahaha..he's jsut soo good in what he does and like aaaaaa!!! =p

hmmmm.....i actually wanted to do a video blog but i need to get a new microphone. so i don't think i will upload photos in this update kinda tired..so maybe in another post aright?=)......LOVES,HUGS...and yet i still miss you A.s.

ps.if there's any grammer mistakes or spelling mistakes it's cos i'm too lazy to recheck =)

I'm back. for awhile.

2009-01-17T00:11:00.003+08:00

hey..it's been a real long time since i've updated...sorry about it.So..well i wasn't feeling so well when i posted mylast post....honestly still not...i mean after awhile i was but then it all just came crashing down again..and the stupid thing is..it's the same reason as it was last time. It bugs me seriously.. I wanted to do a happy post but awh well i can't at the moment(or for the past few weeks).... Gosh..i don't know what to say....it's just so strange how you can still love someone even though you don't talk anymore,the way he/she treated you...seriously...i mean like you're here all sad,depressed(i know it sounds real sad doesn't it?)missing the person soo much and asking yourself why the hell do you still love that person...while he/she over there is going on with his/her life not caring at all.. and ok yeaa that's my story right now...and the other part..

He said he hate's waiting..haha what?he was the one that kept saying he loved me and all that but ya know...If you loved someone so much as he said he did...he would have been able to wait for a short while...but ya know what he didn't he just said he 'hates' waiting...and it was just supposed to be for a little while...when i said it he said he'd try..but you know what?he didn't he went out with other girls...and honestly it hurt like..like emmm..*thinks*...'i don't wanna use a knife been stabbed in the heart' one cos that is one way of saying it that's been used alot..so ermmm..feels like nevermind...in short IT HURT LIKE HELLLLLLLLL~....then i still waited awh yes i did...i acted cool about everything.but yes i would text him every now and then saying i missed him and yeaa...then suddenly it just hit me i couldn't take it anymore..it was too much..i broke down...and then yeaaa...i won't tell you every little detail of everything though.....then i chatted with him one night right and like he mentioned about his mum saying i'm tooooo social?WHAT THE HELLLLLL? excuse me but i'm no way near 'tooooo social' i hang out with the same people...and for gods sake the mum saw me 2 times..first time was when i was with my cousin ina and 3 other frends 2nd time when i went to his place to get my jacket..and then i'm judged straight away 'tooo social' ....and you knwo what he didn't even bother standing up for me...before all this we talked and all he said he too still loved me blablabla but there was something that was keeping us from not being together again(wtf?)...crap my anger is now speaking LOL....ok back to the social thing...so then i told my mum about it right cos same time i was chatting with him same time i was with her...and my mum was FUUUUURIIIIIIOOOOUS...damn furious...

Then...yeaa then the other day he blocked me right and i was like 'wtf?' i then texted him saying i knew he blocked me..then for some reason i then saw him online????....i've not spoken to him in a long time and i am seriously missing him like crazy....ruby,reen,yul,others..they tell me to go text him but i just can't i don't know why...Gosh thinking of him continuously is just too much...Ruby told me she spoke to him the other day..i asked what did she say..she said she mentioned about me...and then yeaa...god!!..and i don't know why but before this like days before the 'stupid social' incident...i asked him 3,4 times how he felt...and you know what,he jsut kept avoiding the question he never replied he would sometimes say something else....

This is too much...and now he hangs out with this 'DUDE' who dislikes me..god knows what he said about me...he once called me a 'CHINESE WANNABE' ...lol....just cos i had a name on friendster 'kiyomi hamasaki' duhhhH~ my ex 'ALIF" gave me that name it was for one of his edittings...no wait more than one editting..that's why i used the name~....i thought it was stupid..so we wee out that year he called me that ...and i went up to him and said 'excuse me i just thought u should know,im not a chinese wannabe and it's a japanese name not a chinese name *smile like i dont care*'.............yes i said that...so god knows what he said to 'HIM' about me....(if he said anything that is)...Ruby said the same thing...like maybe 'he' said something to him(the one i love~) that made him go 'urgh i dont like her anymore.....God~..........

well i better end it here...........so....you wanna know who's the guy i seriously love....look in my old posts..photos...who do you see?figure it out yourself.

i hate myself for loving you..........-_-''

OUT!!

ps: if i've made any grammer mistakes,spelling mistakes or what so ever,it's because i'm too lazy to recheck..

2008-12-15T00:15:00.001+08:00

hey..i'm just updating to say that i will update soon..i'm just not feeling so good right now..haven't been for a few days...so yeaa..i'll be back when i'm back to myself ok

loves

Lola

2008-12-13T04:09:00.003+08:00

GET FUCKED,BE FORGOTTEN.

what a good line i came up with,..hmm..

oh hello!!! oh no i'm not all cheery right now...i'm pissed =)

I LOVE YOU YES I DO BUUUUT, you?I DOUBT IT....but yes i still love you...you you you yes you YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...youuuuuuuuuuuu~....sayang i love you =) that's what i used to say to you...then it changed to "(your name),i still love you".

and now?

are you even worth loving?are you even worth waiting for?are you worth caring for?are you worth worrying about?worth thinking about? i don't know...

you said you still loved me =)....but it was a lie eh?it was wasn't it?well i asked..you denied it being a lie...i'm sorry i just don't believe you...you didn't make an effort to make me believe it was true..

I'm hurt...i'm always told i'll heal in time..yes i know..but i've been through heartbreaks before...really bad ones..2 times =) and now you.. thought i'd be stronger now,since it happened to me 2 times but hey..naa~ the pain is still bad....

baby,you know who you are..i don't wanna mention your name..=)

"memories are supposed to fade what's wrong with my heart?"..

that's true..it's how i'm feeling =)..every memory plays in my head over and over...it makes me cry...

Now that you're gone,will it make things easier?knowing i can't have you,will it make it easier?i don't know...people say it's your loss for letting someone who loves you so much,go(meaning me love u hee.)...

Baby,i miss you oh so much..but...hmmm...i hate you...shit?did i just say that?i just typed it without like,like,ya know OMG! did i just type that?shiiit i didn't realise until i finished that sentence....well i guess i do hate you..but i love you too..i hate you for all the pain you've caused.

are you ever gonna go

"how is she?"

"does she still love me?"

"is she still mad with me?"

"will she give me another chance?"

if you do..will you ever know the answers?

Baby,i don't know what to say...you've caused me so much pain...and you say you're sorry..but i just don't know if sorry is enough.

i don't know what on earth i'm saying in this post..but i'm just not me.. cos i'm in so much pain cos of you. but i'll heal in time,i'm waiting..but i won't know for how long.

Mocha Lola/Strawberrysins.

2008-12-11T05:15:00.006+08:00

hello~it's 5.33am....got back jln kinda late tdi haha mcm an hour 15minutes ago..haha ;p ...it was a last minute plan..as always..me,ina,wafiq,zaim,faiz...we went around~8..and then we picked up the 3 monkeys<3....then...we>

theeeen~at kiangge i terjumpa ajim...then when me and the others were gonna go to the car he called me over then we talked i was like 'omg!haha i saw ur friend outside mc'd tdi~" then ajim was like "haha me ada jua tdi iata dri tadi nampak u" haha then his two friends,guys were like waving looking at me i was like "*wave*..haha siapa kan tu jim?" hahaha...then he said names and i was like "awhhh...eh siapakan?hahah inda tau"...then i said to the guys mcm 'i can't see~nda kacamata~haha" haha talur...then me and ajim exchanged numbers cos he lost my number~...dum di dum dum dum..then i went to the car with the others..and then from the car park to where they were sitting ajim and all were calling my name haha cali...then we headed off to de royalle~..i didn't order my banana drink,i ordered this other nyummy drink hahaha..then ina's 'ehem(no not bf but a frends HAHA)' dtng sekejap then she introduced him then blablabla..

HAHA PAIS KEPT TAKING THE PHOTO WHEN WE WEREN'T READY!!!

then i was online dum di dum dum dum....then went home~...and now i'm here,online with yuyul...and like yeaa..btw sayang! HAI YUL~~ hahahaha.

awh yes,mum's gonna find this book by 'denis leary' called 'why we suck' hahaha i seriously wanna read it,he's hilarious,i watched him on a talkshow...well ofcourse he's hilarious cos he's a comedian,an actor....yeaa ..heee.... awh and turned out he sang this funny song... 'asshole' haha yes that's the title of the song..funny. here are the lyrics...

DENIS LEARY-ASSHOLE(lyrics).

Folks, Id like to sing a song about the American Dream

About me, about you

About the way our American hearts beat way down in the bottom of our chests

About that special feeling we get in the cockles of our hearts

Maybe below the cockles,

Maybe in the sub cockle area,

Maybe in the liver, maybe in the kidneys,
Maybe even in the colon, we dont know

Im just a regular Joe, with a regular job

Im your average white, suburbanized slob
I like football and porno and books about war

I got an average house, with a nice hardwood floor

My wife and my job, my kids and my car

My feet on my table, and a Cuban cigar

But sometimes that just aint enough to keep a man like me interested

(oh no, no way, uh uh)

No I gotta go out and have fun at someone elses expense

(woah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah)

I drive really slow in the ultra fast laneWhile people behind me are going insane

Im an asshole (hes an asshole,what an asshole)

Im an asshole (hes an asshole, such an asshole)

I use public toilets and I piss on the seat

I walk around in the summer time saying "how about this heat?"

Im an asshole (hes an asshole,what an asshole)

Im an asshole (hes the worlds biggest asshole)

Sometimes I park in handicapped spaces

While handicapped people make handicapped faces

Im an asshole (hes an asshole,what an asshole)

Im an asshole (hes a real fucking asshole)

Maybe I shouldnt be singing this song

Ranting and raving and carrying on

Maybe theyre right when they tell me Im wrong...Nah

Im an asshole (hes an asshole,what an asshole)

Im an asshole (hes the worlds biggest asshole)

You know what Im gonna do

Im gonna get myself a 1967 Cadillac Eldorado convertible

Hot pink, with whale skin hubcaps

And all leather cow interior

And big brown baby seal eyes for head lights (yeah)

And Im gonna drive in that baby at 115 miles per hour
Gettin' 1 mile per gallon,Sucking down Quarter Pounder cheeseburgers from McDonalds

In the old fashioned non-biodegradable styrofoam containers

And when Im done sucking down those greeseball burgers

Im gonna wipe my mouth with the American flagAnd then Im gonna toss the styrofoam containers right out the side

And there aint a goddamn thing anybody can do about it
You know why, because weve got the bombs, thats why2 words, nuclear fucking weapons, OK?Russia, Germany, Romania, they can have all the democracy they want

They can have a big democracy cakewalk

Right through the middle of Tiananmen Squareand it wont make a lick of difference

Because weve got the bombs, OK?

John Wayne's not dead, hes frozen, and as soon as we find a cure for cancer

Were gonna thaw out the duke and hes gonna be pretty pissed off

You know why,

Have you ever taken a cold shower, well multiply that by 15 million times

Thats how pissed off the dukes gonna be!

I'm gonna get the Duke, and John Cassavetes,and Lee Marvin, and Sam Peckinpah, and a case of whiskey,and drive down to Texas and say.....

(Hey! You know, you really are an asshole!)

Why don't you just shut up and sing the song, pal?

Im an asshole (hes an asshole.what an asshole)

Im an asshole (hes the worlds biggest asshole)

A-S-S-H-O-L-E

Everybody

A-S-S-H-O-L-E

Im an asshole and Im proud of it)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ;p

.that's it 'asshole~' LOL..you guys should download it haha..so ermmm.... here's another song..i love this song..i just heard it today..and like god~i downloaded tadi iata..i seriously love this song...cos it's how i feel..haha..
i'm a 'little too not over you' soo yeaa..haha ;p...but yeaa...so here are the lyrics...since the song was by a guy..it says 'him'..but since in my position i'd change it to 'her' ada tu baca sja!!HAHA.
this song is for him =)...i hope you know who you are..cos i don't wanna mention a name.

DAVID ARCHULETA- A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU

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(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

It never crossed my mind at all

That's what I tell myself

What we had has come and gone

You're better off with someone else

It's for the best, I know it is

But I see you Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around

You're with him(lola:i say her ;p) now

I just can't figure it out

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me I'm not over it

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories Supposed to fade

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go

Didn't think it be this hard

Should be strong

Moving on

But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around

You're with him(lola: again change to her lol) now

I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret

Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah

Now I'm on my own
How I let you go

I'll never understand
I'll never understand

Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh

Oooooooh

Ooooh, oh

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

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Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

........

as you can see what i'm tryna say is..."i'm a little too not over you" =')

hrmmm....

hrmmmm....sooo..i'm like in bed with my laptop on my pillow,on my lap listening to 'a little too not over you'(repeat haha) and the dvd on haha silly i'm not even watching tv,it's just on..haha..so yeaa...awh and look!!i was going through my folders and look what i found =)

............

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haha! =p that's my jacket he was wearing ;p

heee ;p
i remember this night!!hahaha

hee!my jacket!!at the back

this was funny =p

;p again..my jacket!

i remember thisss it was the first or second time we chatted and suda we were like 'coo coos'haha

HAHA yes... things of me and ajrul(a.s/twixsy) =p hahaha.. =') ...yeaa i guess i still keep it haha.. sigh......so yeaa haha....

anyway haha...i shall upload more photos now yeaa it's 9.25 so i'm kinda tired -_-'' so good morning to you lot and goodnight for me...lol....oh i will upload a photo of denis leary later maybe....mum's gonna try find me his book cos i asked for it ;p yyyyeeeaaay... the book's called 'WHY WE SUCK' hahah ba

i'm out.... zZzZzZzZzzzZzZzZZzZzzzzZZZZZZzzz

2008-12-09T21:07:00.013+08:00

hello~ =D well i am back...updating...so...i have updated a little..i mean my old post*points down*...the 8th december post...=D...soo...now~.back to activities...ermmm....

last saturday~

Pais called me up...haha around 2+pm..he was like 'lola~~~jalan eh' hahaha...and i was like 'pukul berapa uda kan nie????' hahaha...you see i slept in the morning and woke up when pais called me haha...so yeaa...then i said ok...after the call i went online...saw zaim..i asked what time are we going..he said 'now' i was like 'duh~ i just woke up~' haha then he said misscall him when i'm ready haha..so~...around 3+ 4+ he got me then we fetched up wafiq and faiz(pais)...then we brought ina along...haha we went out earrrrly~...so...after that we went to gadong~...and ermmm...went to eat..i ordered food from jolibee..then we went to the arcade..me and ina played some games haha it was fun...haha..then we took photos in the photo booth thingy...and hrmmm yeaaa....then we headed of to~jerudong park~...cos the boys wanted to meet up their football or futsal mates..si~they did ina went out with her friend after eating..then me and the others went to the dancing fountain thingy...god it was lame~hahaha..so yeaa..then me wafiq zaim and faiz went to de royalle watched football...i had my banana drink hee x)...it's actually funny..cos when i tell the lady and the man who usually serve us at de royalle..i'll say 'ermmm that banana drink' haha the actually understand haha and know which drink it is..

ina and pais where outside smokin' (taken at jp)

heee. xD....Mocha Lola(hee.)/teletubbies -_-'', nanny mcphee,ujang,balloon,ikan pais pari ;p

what else~...

i stayed home on sunday and monday~ and today...around 4 me and zaim went out for a bit..we went to kiulap to get ink...and then we went to DQ/Pizzahut..near my place..we had dinner there(thankyou zaim for the pizza and all)...then we had icnecream haha since i was craving for banana split..but i didn't finish it cos i was seriously full..zaim asked me pulang "you still want icecream?"..i was like "idk..i'm actually kinda full"..then katanya "baikta kau makan icecream krg craving kau lagi kan icecream"..hahahaha..and then i went to buy myself credit..so yeaa.thanks UJANG ;)...hahahaha oh yeaa
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zaim has a new name ujang and this other name from an ujang comic..ina came up with it..haha i didn't know what was ujang so ina showed me the character..haha..funny...and me,ina and ujang gave me a new name also...SQUIDWARD..hahahah..i asked why...i think cos squidward doesn't like being bullied/teased..i think he said HAHAHA...but then i said 'heeey no no no...you're the only one who get's more than one name...so you gotta pick, teletubbies or squidward...he said 'teletubbies'..hahaha shiiiit...soo yeaa..
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Ina has a new name also but it was zaim's idea!!haha...i think it was wilma or marge..haha ujang~ ujang...hahaha...

Anyhoo...i wanna say thankyou to WAFIQ,UJANG and PAIS for helping me last saturday..xD

KAMU SAYANG AKU..LOL!!!

AKU SAYANG KAMU JUA..HAHA

anyway...i shall leave it to this =)....i have more photos og when i went out last saturday night but i have to get them from ina and faiz,soo til here. here are some photos of..me ;p haha

hehe ;p

HAHAHA for soem reason this photo makes me laugh hahaha.

i look weird x) haha <3

it's been awhile since i took a photo like this HAHAHAHA.

as you can see the thingy on my head was really low..haha it's a necklace and like when i was getting ready to take the photo,it slid down and ended up taking a photo when it reached my nose HAHAHAHA..it was big.

jerudong~ i was a mess haha.

yes,i'm chubby..naaaapaaaan?*shows fist* lol.

oooo~.

my raya shoe!!!hahaha

random~ haha my room's kinda messy but fuck it HAHA

awh and here are a few photos of my uncles...uncle steven(gentle giant),uncle russel and christopher =D...awh and ofcourse a photo of my mum and dieter =D

LOVE YOU
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that's uncle Russel,Steven and Christopher. =D funny.

i love this photo for some reason hahaha

THAT'S MY MUM AND DIETER<3>

me uncles again xD

. i'm out.
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STRAWBERRYSINS/MOCHA LOLA.

hugs & loves.

2008-12-08T11:58:00.008+08:00

Hello...well i am once again updating..but before i tell you about what i've been doing...i wanna spare a little time to say a few things...sooo...

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this goes out to all the shit heads out there...you see..last night i was told that my number,email was written in guys toilets somewhere(will not mention where)..and that underneith it i was called a 'whore','pelacur' stuff like that...and yeaa i have a about 3 guys in mind..ok...so you see...it's annoying when people do that..i mean i'd love to do it to you shitheads but then..if i did i'd be one of you lot and honestly i don't wanna be at your rank...you people are lower than shit..lower than the lowest(haha wtf?)haha like what's the point in you guys doing fucked up stuff like that?what do you get in return?do you feel good about it?does it make you feel cool?what???does it make you people go "aku insult c ryna sini,buat email nya semua ucap ucap ia...aku rasa cool waa.."...dumbass...i think it should sound more like this.."i'm a dumbass that's why i did this to ryna..i have no life..i'm pathetic'' geeez~....you call me pelacur?excuse me i've not once sold myself x)...*thumbs up*
and what else...

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and now...yes i admit not alot of people are into me...ya know brunei's small..people shit talk about you cos they have nothing better to do with their lives so they try ruining yours..i'msure some of you readers can agree(and relate)with me on this...people shit talk about me alot...and they say things about me thinking they know me..when honestly...they don't know anything.i've been called lotsa stuff..yes..it hurts..and still does..but i know what they say is nothing like me..people are very judgemental seriously...soo anyway...i think all those people that shit talk about me are bitches and faggots =) ......i mean i honestly feel sorry for you lot..seriously..cos you guys are so pathetic and you guys have no lives..that you guys have to say lies about others,say stoopid tings about others just to make yourselves feel better about yourselves(wait,was my sentence correct?haha),to make yourself feel superior,to make you feel better than others..seriously i feel sorry for you lot.what pisses me off is...you people say things,tell people things about me...when you don't even know a thing about me(or in other word 'you don't know shit about me')...you tell people things as if you've got me all figured out.

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And let me just say...those who believe what the others say about me are complete idiots...you start hating the person cos of what you're told when you don't even know whether it's true or not.Then once you hear the story about me or whatever you're told..you go tell your friends and then they start hating me..like what the hell?you people don't know me...and i bet you the person who started the whole shit talk doesn't know a thing about me..he/she just thinks he/she does.So cos of it you people are complete asses...you people are idiots to believe what others say about another..when you don't even know whether it's true or not that's whats stupid.

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And to those who are/were my friends...if you were told something about me(bad laa duhh~,if good ok laa)..and you guys believe it..then you guys are total shitheads.if you guys were really my friends you would ask me first..and i swear i'd tell you the truth...but honestly...some of you that were told bad things about me..you guys started hating me too. and you guys are bitches for doing so.You start hating me for something that you don't even know whether it's true or not...and if what you were told was trueand if you guys were true friends you would believe that 'people change~'..but still...i don't know what you guys punya problems are...

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Last night...someone said to me "kesian kau anie eh,you shouldn't really have told people you secrets.Little do you know,that's your laughing stock"....i have no idea why 'HE' said that to me.But honestly it was harsh...and thanks to you i don't trust anyone now....and you said you received a message the other day before you told me to delete the photos...well,obviously...what you were told sampai you went all harsh on me,was bad...and to think that you believed what you were told,hurts. I thought you were someone i could trustbut hey,was i wrong?or can i trust you?...thing is you don't know whether that 'thing' you were told was true or not....and yet it seemed like you believed it. I thought you knew me better...but...hmm... so obviously something was said about me sampai you said something like this 2 times(or more)--> 'i don't want to be a laughing stock' and 'i don't wanna be the laughing stock of all my friends'....and let me just say the person who told you something bad about me is a complete idiot.

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anyway...the biggest secret i have i told only those that helped me nights after what happened...only they knew and a few others that i knew i could trust..but after what 'HE'said to me*points at paragraph above*....i am now wondering who said what...and i no longer trust a single person. and yes i found out...that one of my friends that i toldabout this 'secret' of mine told someone about it...i was pissed when i knew...but i couldn't go up to the person she/he told and say 'manada tipu tu' cos i'd be lying..and you knowthat person my friend told doesn't believe what happened but hey nevermind.

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you see i am fed up with all this shit talk about me being this,being that,i did this,i did that,i do this,i do that...i am fed up..and i can't belive people believe what all youshitheads say...i can't believe some of my friends believe what you people say!....i could do exactly what you ASSHOLES do to me...but i won't cos...i don't wanna be a shithead like you lot...can you guys grow up????????seriously...grow up...and those who believe them...can you grow up to??
i have alot more to say but hey..i guess i've said some of the main things...will say more if i want to..

and by the way those yang terasa...don't get pissed with me =) it's not my fault.you can't blame me for saying all this...if you can't stand reading it..stop.

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and to those people who heard/were told things about me and you guys didn't care,didn't believe it or asked me first..thankyou =) ....you guys are the ones that i call true friends.for example..wafiy and qida you two have always been there for me for me for YEARS.and i love you guys with all my heart...you guys have never listened to a word them shithead have said.and you guys have always backed me up. and i love you =) ...and to the others that are just like them..i love you too..

OH AND BY THE WAY.

one final point ... say whatever you like. You cannot break me because I am stronger and more mature than you lot. I only care about the genuine people in my life. They are the ones who know who I really am. The rest of you are nothing so I shan't waste anymore of my time on you. Oh, and THANK YOU so much for placing so much of your time and efforts into me. It's really appreciated guys!!! I haven't laughed so much in ages!!!! ;)

oh haha again,i just received an email from my uncle steven from england. and i just felt like tell you a little what he said...and tell you shitheads what he asked me to tell you ;)

firstly,

If I was there, I'd break the legs of all who wrote those things, after I'd made them write an apology and a letter stating what a load of shit it was!

AND

he told me to put this.. ;)

tell them that the Gentle Giant from England is coming to ruin them, good and proper!

to uncle steven...thanks ;p and i love you uncle steven my gentle giant LOL. ...oh and he may not be so gentle to you dickheads/shitheads ;)

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will carry on with this *points above* if i feel like it...and i will update about the activities i've done soon..ok?maybe later if i'm back online using the laptop.

STRAWBERRYSINS/MOCHA LOLA.

hugs,loves.

2008-12-04T09:50:00.012+08:00

morning~...it's 9.51am i'm udpating..i don't know about what though..but yeaa...the photos from my last post will be uploaded now or later haha...connection is facked ap soooo it's really slow...hmmm...i woke up early today..since i slept lastnight..=p which is very unlike me these days..but i was exhausted...

Hmm..plans for today?not much really and like most plans are usually last minute.. i messaged qida asking if she was free planned to go somewhere sit,chat,go online...but it's a big maybe whether i'm not tired and if she can go.

Hmmmm...yesterday...didn't do much..i didn't sleep at all so i slept in the morning til 6+ in the evening..crazzzy...then i saw zaim online so i tagured him...then he asked me what's wrong...and i didn't say why i said 'i'll tell you when i see you again' then he knew 'who' it was about though...thenn...i chatted with ina(my number 1 cousin that i love and tell almost everything to)...she knew something was up and she knew who it was about...and yes she was very pissed...she loves me *wide smile* LOL...she was like 'masih jua u layan him' and i'm like 'yeaa...silly right?' then she asked me why..i said 'honestly...i don't know..' then yeaa she said some stuff saying stuff like i shouldn't yeaa stuff like that...yeaa nowadays i tell them everything if i'm upset..i trust them..including wafiq and faiz ofcourse..thankyou yeaa =)..even though you guys bully me i know you sayang me hahaha even though i go 'kamu bully ertinya mana kamu sayang aku" LOL....

Dum di dum dum dum....what else...ainol kept texting me on msn when my nick was 'clearly' "not in the mood"...so i didn't reply any of his texts...(I AM VERY SORRY AINOL,I KNOW YOU CARE =D)...

Ermmm...recently about 'AJRUL(twixsy)..even though hes gone his way and i guess i've gone mine..he'll ALWAYS be 'MY HOT COMEDIAN' and i'll always be here for you. =) *hugs*

ermmm.....i just chatted with him a moment ago...=/...i hope you're ok darling...*hugs*..

yes i'm worried..HAHAHA.

Hrmmm....so this morning...i woke up...checked my mobile...no misscalls,no messages..then logged into msn...theeen...i went out washed my face,brushed my teeth..and then drank blueberry juice..i think?well it was blue so that's why i thought of it as 'blueberry juice

=p ..then ate a little not so much just cucur sumthing2 haha i didn't have alot knowing there was like 4 tiny pieces left HAHA..so kesian me...then after eating went into my room...dad as he always does was playing the electric guitars(one of the main reasons why i woke up so early pfft.)..i went online..and yeaa i'm doing this now..

Awh yeaa....i think yesterday or two days ago...i chatted with naz...a guy i knew from friendster..haha he's really funny...i've only chatted with him like 2 times maybe?yeaa..haha he makes me laugh...i like ya =D hahaha..but in a 'friendly' way nothing else =p...he keeps complimenting me haha..thankyou..but you gotta stop making me blush. HAHA...and then...yeaa...i chatted with arif(dik) he's in england studying right now..god do i miss 'em...i used to talk to him everrrryday..and he would always crack me up~...then i chatted wit his friend hafiz..i mean he clicked me.,.started talking..buttt i have a feeling it was arif playing a trick on me hahaha...and then arif spoke to me and he said there really is a 'hafiz' haha...=p.....errr whatelse...

awwwh yes i told haji helmi i'd lanja him DQ soon since we both want DQ haha..ina will be coming along~...and whatelse...

.Awh last week i met Fecca for the first time..haha...and people 'WE DO NOT LOOK ALIKE' i just don't see it haha..(well that's what i always say when people say i look like someone =p)....anyhoo..if fecca's reading this..*waves*....hrmmm...

Well my mood recently hasn't been good cos of that night..you see i don't kacau him anymore wa..he's the one who texts me...and all of a sudden he texts me and like 'what the hell'..and the way he spoke to me was the same as how he spoke to me last time(from my last,last post..the one about 10.30 then i turned my phone back on)...and it was so sudden..i was like 'huh?'...i mean i found out he blocked me last week and i didn't text him up all mara mara i just left it to be..and then he unblocked me a few days ago..and then..'that' happened..and the way he spoke to me was exactly the same way he spoke to me last time...i was confused..i was/or i am upset...kasar you know how he spoke to me =/..ina,yuyul,zaim and durang waifq macam bepikir why i still layan him.and why i still..nevermind..i don't know jua..shit i hate this...i did nothing wrong to him and what i get is 'i don't wanna be the laughing stock of all my friends' stuff like that..exactly like last time..haha see i'm about to cry just thinking about it.....aaaaaaaaa shit....enough of that.

ermmmmm.........

i'm bored.

Well i'll end it here for now and update somemore later..maybe...soo yeaa.. =)

oh yeaa.fiorella tagged me...

FIORELLA SAYANG~~~ i can't copy paste the texts from your blogggggggg how am i supposed to do it hahaha i don't fancy typing it all HAHAHA..<3

STRAWBERRYSINS/MOCHA LOLA.

loves,hugs.

(will continue later MAYYYYYBE)

updatessss

2008-12-02T06:22:00.013+08:00

hello boys and girls...i'm finally updating..and please don't mind any typos or what so ever cos as usual in my other posts,i am very lazy to check back..well just so you know...i won't mention every little detail of the things i've done i'll just say a few things i've done..and there aren't many photos...coooooooos....i don't have a good camera =( my n72 is fucked up at night nowadays haha..and it's broken so i'm stuck using this other phone and the camera sucks too so yeaa...but i am planing to get a camera soon =D....haha ok so...it's been quite awhile since i've updated.just haven't had the mood..and not having alot of photos to upload just makes me go "update?..naaa~"...anyhoo...hmm

o'level's are finished..=D yeaaay~ haha..it was a total bitch..haha..but now it's holiday time...so...i've been spending most of my 'go out time' with the 'singles' haha that's what we say cos we're all single!!hahahaha...just me,ina,wafiq,zaim(nidji),faiz....and recently another friend..Raziii~~ hehe..so naa~ just the usual...out,go get candy,eat,talk,laugh,cry(me haha there's a story to that when i'm with them haha)...deroyalle...yeaa usual...soooo~..i' see them like 1,2,3 times a week?haha..

that's ina,wafiq(at the back) and razi and faiz at the front.

This may sound strange but for some idiotic crazy reason we gave each other silly names..names that we don't even like..(especially mine -_-'')...likkke zaim(nidji) he started all this name thingy...me and ina gave him quite alot of names which he dislikes...that is..'putera lilin'(haha mean he called me that so yea there's a reason to why i called him putera lilin and ina too.)..there's 'mr.smarty pants' hahahahaha!ina came up with that..and 'Nanny Zaim/nanny Z(for short)' HAHA..i love this one i called him that HAHA..he hates it says it has nothing to do with him pfft. =p..it'll be in good use in the future nidji,trust me.LOL..and then there's Wafiq..he's 'Balloon' but we never call him by that lol....and Faiz(i call him pais ;p)...his is ' ikan pais pari' LOL...it cracks me up everytime i say or think about it like now i'm laughing hahaha!....then there's Ina...she's known as 'Nanny Mcphee' LOL haha she wanted 'mary poppins' but we wouldn't let her have that cos the rule is..we're not supposed to like our nicknames HAHA...silly right?...then there's Razi..i came up with this cos i didn't wanna be the only one with a 'childs tv star' nick name hahaha...so i came up with 'Barney' for Razi HAHA..he said ok soo *thumbs up* haha...annnd me..-_-'' i think of mine as the worst..the most 'jaat' one haha..and it's my nickname that keeps getting mentioned,laughed at,talked about,joked about.. -_-''...it is.....i'll show you a picture of who i'm called as...i am very sure you all know them..very very sure..i'm known as the "5th member" of the fucked up aliens..........

TELETUBBIES!!!!

That's right people...teletubbies...now you think their nicknames are bad?LOOK AT MINE!!!!..haha..this is seriously shitty!!!!i hate it!!!!HAHAHA like come on! imagine you're in a crowded place and your mate goes "oi teletubbie,(says something else)".like that is embaressing!!!hahaha....Zaim gave me the name and i hate it!!haha...i mean come on~ just look at them..their soo annoying~ i mean they look annoying too!..haha..he gave me this name when we were in the car then it was raining and we had to get out of the car cos we were gonna go to coffee bean right..then i used my green jacket and the hood..haha the hood is the type with elastic right so i used it all the way to cover my head haha but i didn't mean to,sooo~ zaim laughed and said i looked like 'dipsy teletubbies' hahaha baie..then since then i've been known as teletubbies by all of them...god~..and and and recently zaim added a word to 'teletubbies'..i am now known as 'dukun teletubbies' BAAAAAIEEEEE haha...cos for some reason when i say something like 'oooo he's gonna ask you for your hand in marriage'...then you know what?it happened..hahaha..i've said quite alot like that and like 'he's gonna contact you' or something like that and it happens...or they know it as 'cabul' it happens..haha come on~ haha... i hate it =( ....haha..shit i just sang' TINKY WINKY,DIPSY,LALA,PO,LOLA~..teletubbies..teletubbies..say eh-oh..EH -OH!' shit haha..anyway yeaa that's it...i said i hate it..i said i don't have a tv on my stomach..zaim said my tv's the the small apples on my green jacket *stares*...then i said it doesn't match with me...it's ugly...wafiq said something about it matches cos teletubbies are cute..haha WHAT EVER~~...so yeaa

enough of that..very long haha..so what else... ermmm i went out with my boys(i love you guys) gnee,shinji,zizol....we went to..ermmmm...empire beach took photos(won't upload all..and i'm still waiting for the ones from gnee)..then went to ajrul(twixsy*hugs*) house to get my jacket..then to thyes foodcourt for awhile..then what else...went out went out went out...yeaa...that's pretty much all i've been doing..going out..

believe it or not,this is candid haha,they didn't pose.i think?haha

candid also haha

awh yes the story to the part about 'crying'..well you see...whenever i go out with Wafiq,Zaim,Faiz,Ina,Razi...i cry..yes..cos..ok,you see..everytime i go out with them i'm like the main target of getting bullied(or as zaim says 'mengatil' is it?teasing laa)...i mean they tease me..yes it's a little funny sometimes...but then they bully me like the WHOLE NIGHT when we're out seriously..and there are times where i just can't take it and it's too much..so i end up crying...haha yes...cos after too much of it..or what they/or one of them ;p..say to tease me is actually too much haha soo i end up crying,keeping quite,not wanting to talk to them haha...yes people..i am a very easy target to bully -_-'' tease i mean..haha i mean there are times where i'll like tease back or hit the person/people over and over cos of it..buuut there are times where i'll cry or keep quite(moody..zaim calls it menyamal haha).....so yeaa there it is...i've cried...3 times cos of it i think?haha the worst was the first time...seriously i got really pissed and i got so upset..it was when i bumped into ajrul(twixsy *hugs*(=..)..had something to do with him and me -_-''...so anyway yeaa haha..

errrrmmmmm what else....awh yeeaaaaa i went out with a friend BEN =D ...nice guy haha "hai ben~" (if you're reading my blog =p...wait do you know my blog?LOL)...and then went out with him again...met some of his friends at tk..they are funny and nice..haha one of them actually said 'you're lola,the one on friendster,i added you'..haha something like that haha...

ermmm....

i went out with zaim lastnight...went to hua ho manggis for DQ icecream finally!!! haha..i wanted to buy some stuff but i ended up just buying perfume -_-' talurrr~ haha..then i was like 'zaim..mau jumpa durang waifq?' haha so we did..we got azim(zaims cousin)...then went to kianggeh...met up with...wafiq,razi and mike(rite?)....then yeaa stayed there,ate,talked,laughed,and then another friend came 'kul' 'koo'?is it?haha something like that..nice guy..and just played with cards the whole time till 2+..haha i was the card dealer ;)....haha koo,kul anta haha..well he called me the casino girl haha..cool cool..anyhoo...yeaa

then went home after no idea how many games haha ALOT!.

past stuff i've done before...

awh yeaa...the other day(weeks ago i think)..me and zizol went out..yeaa we were bored...he got me...it was just the both of us..we kept laughing from when i entered the car..and god!! that boy aa!!can't make him laugh while he's driving!!haha soo dangerous!!haha..so well we went to buy petrol then we went to gnees place as a surprise haha he didn't know i was coming he thought zizol saja haha so kesian gnee i've done this to him like 4,5 times hahaha...then when he was gonna entr the car he opened my door and started getting all gigtan like macam haha sasak,surprised,ya know like nevermind it was funny except it was hard for me to get up haha and my pants were falling down thanks to gnee!!*stares*..then we went to gadong and then turned out shinji was out so we met up with him then we decided to use his car to go to other plaes so zizol left his car at gadong theeennn we went to qlap then yayasan then we bought food to eat in the car shinji's sister was gonna join us sekejap..then we were waiting for the sister..the boys were like showing each other different skating tricks right then i was like 'shiit i dunnoe any' then i was in my taluran panat mood and i went 'and this is the micheal jackson move *doing the move(which is tiptoeing to the front)' HAHAHA..they laughed i think gnee or shinji cakap 'haha cute' hahahahaha..then we went to the car..we gnee zizol at the back..i was in the middle(senang fight with zizol) haha..then yeaa..back to gadong..to thyes foodcourt..then when we were gonna go,gnee and shinji went in shinjis car,and i followed zizol,then haha so talur you know we pulled over infront of ahantai cos shinji and gnee were infront and like trus pulled over so we did too..then you know what..they pulled over to trick us pretending to make out HAHAHA it was FUCKING HILARIOUS!!haha..then we drove again ..then we were at a red light and you know what..haha we were next to their car and they did it again pretending to be kissing hahaha talur..then me and zizol went round stadium,we were infront of durng shinji,they thought main2 so they ended up limpasing the stadium..haha then zizol asked if i wanted to go home but naa decided to go out with him lagi..so we went to get his two friends..then went to scary places god i was freaking out..haha..then home~..

shinjay,lolay/rynay,g-nay,zizay haha.

then days later..zizol brought me out again...we went to gadong drove round looking for parking...he bit me again =( ara the place he bit lat time and that part of my arm had a bruse suda from when he bit me last time =( haha buit i bit him back haha..then walked around bumped into some of his friends...we went to westsreet for less that a minute cos zizol wanted to check if his friend was there then we saw a couple kissing in westreet haha that place is sooo not ermm nevermind haha..well then we walked around the mall still laughing joking haha talur..and then we went to the car...then we didn't know where to go so we went to gnee's that night hung out..gnee wasn't feeling so good..then used our laptops for a bit..then i massaged gnee and zizol's heads haha..haha yes that's how much i love/care for them haha..then..this junaidi guy called me up who ever the fuck that is...kira mcm mengacau wa..he even knew my real name : full name that is...then yeaa..zizol picked up and said stuff to him..then ending nya junaidi kurang ajar...then again called and was like sounding gay and drunk haha...then like keptt saying 'hello~' in a gayish way..like over and over before saying something else...then..zizol picked up got mad at junaidi for disturbing me..then i spoke and said 'what do u want?' he said 'i want to see puki,bota ..sumthing2' hahaha..idiot..then i gave the phone to zizol after i finished talking to him..then we were gonna meet the guy up then inda jadi the guy wasn't at gadong where he said he was...then friday..he called me up again at school cos i messaged him to meet me up(ya know talk,but duhh ofcourse not alone)..then he called me at school on friday(i had exams) then my friend angkat then junaidi cam baie 'aku bawa gang motoku' haha and and he said 'exam ka kan beamput' god my friend got pissed cos she's the type yang religious haha...but i'd get pissed about it too..then after my exam zizol mengajut got me with gnee from school =D..then that night zizol got me with his friends..was gonna meet the guy up then tau2 nda jua ada ada buduh..so we went to polo beach haha was fun me zizol and his 2 friends(very funny and nice) yum and adek are their names...we walked on the beach yum and adek looked for crabs and yum kept pulling their legs.and all hahaha..what else..yeaa pretty much it..haha fun fun...

My single life

haha not so bad..i've made a few new friends =) one example..Ben =D

haha what else...ermmm..i can look at guys and say 'ooo he is hot' or 'ai ai ai your friend is hot!!' or ''god~can you make him come up to me?" haha and stuff like that without feeling guilty...i can go out without having to worry that someone might think negatively..and stuff like that.. oh oh and i can give guys my number without having to worry about someone getting pissed at me hahahahaha...and and i can 'date' x).... like theres these two guys..they wanna take me on a date =p..i said 'we'll see' to both of 'em haha stopid right?haha and one of them is CONFIDENT he'll get me..but ..haha no comment... and and my aunt came over the other day right and we started talking me and her she was like "masih ta kau sama si alif?"..i was like 'emm...inda putus suda"...she asked why i said why haha...then haha panyaaaaaa you know what...hahaha kawannya likes me hahahaha..and let me just tell you...my aunt is a mother of 3,is an ugama teacher and is in her late 20's or in her 30's haha..ok so her friend is an ugama teacher i think she said...he saw my photo with my aunts daugther and she said he liked me straight away and asked about me...and my reaction to myself 'omg!!guru ugama?'..then i said to her "haha garenty tua uda tu eh mun cikgu suda' haha..then she said that ia bru jua jadi cikgu kan 1 year suda...so meaning he's young..haha so i'm like 'me?..with an ugama teacher?seriously?' haha oh well...

so single life in short is treating me good..though i miss that someone alottttt. haha

awh yeaa i am currently addicted to sims2 ..again..haha fun fun..and now that it's holiday i've been sleeping during the day and staying awake at night hahahaha.soo yeaa... any way photos. not alot..

WILL UPLOAD OTHER PHOTOS LATER MAYBE.

OH YEAAAA!! SHAREEN GAVE ME A NEW NAME..i like~..it was on his nick on msn haha.. 'MOCHA LOLA' cos i love mocha haha and my nick was 'mocha brownie blizzard' haha.

STRAWBERRYSINS/MOCHA LOLA.

loves & hugs.

2008-11-04T13:08:00.006+08:00

well i went out with ig wafiq,zaem,faiz,ina and another girl(cannot say) last saturday night...first zaem got me as always the we got wafiq and faiz..then we had to turn back to my plce cos i forgot my house keys(imagine from sungai hanching to rimba had to turn back from rimba to sungai hanching and then jangsak to get ina..HAHAHAHA...well once we got to my place i rushed in got my keys and my laptop...then guess what first i had my jacket thenn when i went into the house and came back to the car i forgot my jacket tia tertinggal haha..anyway,first went to eat at mc'd..i had fish-o -filet...or was it... -filet-o-fish? HAHAHA...and then i finally had my APPLE PIE~..i was craving for it...anyway after that we went to deroyalle bandar~ since the guys wanted to watch football..so they sat at another table next to ours so they could watch tv and us girls sat at another table where there was plugs for my laptop..then my friend(a girl,cant say who) came...we chatted etc it was fun ..haha me and ina as always..as we have always done dari kecil suda(she's my cousin) we keep imagining stuff so funny...hahaha...anyway...i got home around 4+ laaa...haha X)...

then sunday...i didn't do anyhing really...

anyway i had my art exam yesterday afternoon...it was our lat art paper...design on paper..was ok i took the 'GOWET' logo thing...then...it started 2-5...but if u finished earlier you could go out early..so me and jee went out around 4+...then zizol was supposed to fetch me up from school...but then no ride..so i had to go with dad...buit zizol you said 'nanti saja just tell me when' sooo =D haha..ada i'll text tu hahaha can't wait ;p...payback to what you did to my arm..*evil laugh*..*cough*...anyway...yeaa =)

today...not much yet will update if something interesting happens.

cheerio darlings =)

STRAWBERRYSINS<3

2008-10-31T15:24:00.028+08:00

I'm back with a new layout a new song,yes..soo...hmmm...i'll do a little updating today...i'll just jumble it all up won't say when these events happened cos i'm too tired to recall back hahaha..so yeaa i'll jumble it all up.

well the other day i went out with IG's wafiq,zaem and faiz..and feeza =) it was fun..(except for the nyayaing part...again....yes -_-''...anyhooo haha...zaem got me first then we went to go get wafiq and faiz...after getting them we got feeza from her grandparents place we then went to gadong~we went and bought ourselves some candy and then wafiq bought me this mobile charger which uses normal batteries haha cos everytime my mobile battery's gonna die,i always mengusut HAHA..then we went to the arcade..the boys played the basketball thing while me and feeza played one of them driving games..haha i sucked big time cos i've never played it...haha you should have seen me play the boys came to us and i was still driving like a maniac haha going 'aa!' 'aaaa paloi haha' haha i kept crashing and kept laughing and kept taking my hands off the stearing wheel HAHA..silly me..but it fun haha...then the boys wanted to play it too so they did...and then me and feeza were like 'kareoke?buang stress?' hahaha...god the kareoke boxes need updating in songs..the songs are like so lame..haha we ended up singing 'shaggy-angel' HAHAHA....after the arcade...we went to mamih and then we went round jerudong beach and then we went to de royalle in bandar and then went round the stadium and sent everyone home~.

what else~....ermmm..i went to wywy with zizol and gnee =) ..it was fun i brought them with me cos i missed them alot..i wanted shinji to come with us,buuut he had to work =/..anyway..i mean i used to hangout with them almost eveeeeryday...anyhoo~...yeaa we went to wywy lambak...and we jsut hungout with our laptops...

yes their hot,seriously =)

whatelse...ermmm...i celebrated my birthday at home..just closefriends...it was fun except for the part that it was last minute even the cooking was terrible haha seriously...well i'll be doing another one,,well a movie marathon really...so since its planned the food will be much better HAHA..so...zaem,wafiq and faiz got me a birthday cake by surprise it was sweet...and they also brought snacks hehe thankyou guys...and oh yes yuyul came over early to help me out and ina(cousin)...i was a total mes that night but fuck it hahaha...and i couldnt really sit cos if i sat for a minute someone would call me over or i had to do something haha oh well..i didn't take alot of photos cos i was busy..and the photos i have were mostly from rachel..and sorry the photos aren't clear..didn't have a camera that night =/ but at least there are photos =).. anyway you may notice most of the people that came were guys haha it's cos most of my closefriends are guys and not al the people i asked to come came..but the ones that came but weren't in the photos were... RUBY,INA,MENDA..here are photos of that night....

thankyou naz for the birthday cake photos =)

our very own nidji.. =D lawa kan?haha.

whatelse....i had my malay exam god was it hard...seriously it was like doing some other foreign language that i just couldn't undrstand O_O....like oh my goddd~...i even did the mistake i did with ym qualifying i did a few sentences in brunei malay not the other malay..apakan?haha but yeaa...shhhit...oh well best of luck for me -_-''...anyway ermmm....shinji messaged me a few days ago he said lets hangout..me him and gnee...and ofcouse....i said yes....so we left aroun 7+ shinji got us since he drives now yeay haha....we went to gadong walked around theen...we went to thyres foodcourt and went online and then when we were gonna leave...we drove around and then i saw Shalif at thyres outside with kam(is that rite?) then shinji brought us to go round again and then we went passed shalif...again and i just waved~....then we went home~....for some reason that night zizol kept kacauing me haha...god that guy aaa -_-'' hahaha..i love 'em their my 'R.B' guys that i can always count on haha..=D....well that night when i went online yes i had a little thing with someone...yes and cos of it i didn't sleep at all the whole night...i was just sooo down like 'berabis'...then the next day i went out with jwwl(the next paragraph*points down*...when i went home i also didn't sleep at all aaaa it was crazy~...anyway.. photos--->

what else oh yes the next day i went out around 7.40am with jwwl...yes Jee wany wane and meee....oh and wane's bf....we went to jee house first and nazri was home i wanted to kacau him by knocking on his bedroom door...but then i didn't have the guts to do so..sooooo jee did HAHA...but no nazri didn't come out..i don't even think he knew i was there but oh well haha...then...we went to muara beach but for like 5 minutes haha..then we went to lamee serusop went online,ate and then went home..

then that night gnee zizol shinji called me up using a house number..nto knowing it was them they tried pranking me speaking really fast like in another language and i was like ...."*silent for a second*...excuse me?"...then haha they said it was them pppfffft...hahaha..then around 8 they got me...then we went to get this girl and when that girl came i sat at the abck wih zizol and gnee..and again for god knows why..zizol kept kacauing me even before i entered the car when they got me..and since i sat at the back with them i was in the middle then i FINALLLY!!!! got back at zizol =D finally!! hahaha..i bit his arm really hard....then guess what...he bit me back and guess what ...it hurt really bad..and guess what...i have a bruise...till now...yes...and it hurts still if u touch it...i hate you zizol HAHAHA...anyway....we went out blablabla...i bumped into Shafiq~~~~and turned out gnee and zizol knew him...dumdumdum...then there was a fight in gadong till there was police..whatever with that..then that night we ate at mamih theeennnn...ok i gotta speak in malay now just for this -- skali durang ajar aku how to drive haha..durang bawa diving di stadium...skali aku drive laa around stadium kann iata siuuukk haha durang teriak2 saja 'brake,brake...LOLA!!BRAKE!!' hahahahaha...that was awal awalnya saja tu hahaha..skali shinji duduk depan with me skali ia suru drive balik keruma~..siuk hahaha...ok english hahaha...so i had a good night...photos?i didn't take any that night =/ oh well...

what else...yesterday....i was madly craving for DQ mocca icecream...and yeaa haha..shafiq misscalled me yesterday and like i messaged saying "hey you,kenapa misscall?"..then he messaged back then we messaged for awhile...told him i was craving for DQ icecream haha turned out he was eating iceream..haha then what else...he was sweet he said he tried looking for a ride to take me to get my icecreamm..but no luck haha then after a whiel we stopped texting theeennnnn....later that night i went out with wafiq and zaem i then got my icecream yeay hahaha then we ate at foodcourt..then rachel,liew,adi,nazri came they stayed with us for awhile...then we seperated then me wafiq zaem went to coffeebean~ then home~..

well yea and today,haven't done much ...i studied my irk for tomorrow..and ermmm i watched 'vacancy' and then this updating my blog....and yeaa not much...hasn't been a good day today...i just keep thinking about him and it's just aaa god...i wake up he's in my head...i wanna try sleep he's in my head...god~. i tried telling him that i was serious..but nothing i said convinced him... i mean i don't know what else to do...it's killing me...i just seriously love him....but..i guess it means nothing to him...and yes he confuses me cos first he said one thing then he said another...it's just confusing...aaaa god it's driving me crazy....anyway..i'm gonna go now....i don't even know why i mentioned this...anyway have a great day people =) <3

STRAWBERRYSINS.

2008-10-22T20:26:00.004+08:00

here i am blogging..no not updating the things i said i'd update,i'l do that another time cos i am very lazy to upload alot of photos..so..today..not muhc has happened...i woke up around 11+ then slept again and woke up at 12,took my shower and got ready for school cos i had my art exam today and f.y.i i found my ic..haha which is expired but hey the teachers don't know that =p....anyway it started at 2.00pm-4.30pm.....and DAMN WAS IT HARD!!...i hated it...since the form 3 had their exams in the hall,we had to have ours in the art rooms...and cos we were doing 'still life' today...it was soo hard..i actually cried,not like really cry but tear/tears did fall..haha i was stressed out!!!what do you expect!!...haha i know those who don't take art might go 'how can you fail art?how can it be hard?no one can fail art' yes some of you may go like that...hey i thought the same thing like 'how can you fail art?' when i first took the art subject..and now that i've finally had my first taste of art o'level...OMFG..it was...god soo hard..and i can actually feel that i'm gonna fail the first exam...on saturday(afternoon) i have art:observation...that one is a litttttle bit easier than still life..well at least i hope it will=/... today for still life we had to draw sports equipment... 'a badminton racket bag,a badminton racket,a rugby ball,a football,a pair of trainers,a shirt and goggles'.......aaaaaa fuck it i can't change it now so i'll just have to work harder on the next art exams : ...

It's been raining this afternoon and like heavily..it was so dark that 4.30 looked like 6+ like maghrib time haha..and it's been cold ofcourse...

what else...oh i bought myself cheese crisps that look like tiny hoops and coke just to relax me~haha after all the stressing from art i just needed something sweet haha...when i got home i watched tv and then went online with mum...we talked about what to get me for christmas haha and ermmm she told me good news...which i will not tell here for now...we talked and talked..told her 'DAVID ARCHULETA' is CUTE haha...and oh oh I'm like older than him : i think... he was born 28th december 1990...if i saw correctly?i'll check again later haha...hrmmm...well i better go now cos i need to shower =) until next time~....

btw when i was small i had this carebear my favourite bear ever her name was 'carebear' maybe you people have heard of it maybe not...and i've had it for a very long time...but then my old maid 'accidently' threw it and burnt it (oh so she says pfft LIAR!)..i cried ofcourse.... and then my mum told me that her and dieter(her man~ haha) that they saw the exact carebear(but not as buruk as my old one haha) on ebay and they both bidded on it...then others did too...and my mum thought they wouldn't get it..but then suddenly...dieter..yes dieter...he bidded god knows how much just to get me the teddy bear and my mum didn't know..how sweet was that..right?

here's the carebear i'm getting....

i'ts the exact same one as the old one i had...i think it's called

LOVE ALOT BEAR..i forgot i'll check later.

oh and here's the lyrics to one of DAVID ARCHULETA'S songs.

CRUSH

when i read/heard the lyrics i was like'shit why do i think this song seems a little like my situation?' haha seriously...cos i like/love/crush someone..seriously hahaha...

..........

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time

Deep inside

There's a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way

About me

It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this thing could go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch your breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way I do

Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away

But I know this crush aint going away, going away

Has it ever crossed your mind

When were hangin, spending time girl,

Are we just friends

Is there more, is there more

See it's a chance we've gotta take

Cause I believe that we can make this into

Something that will last, last forever, forever

.........

the rest is repeated ..so yeaa.. =D

Strawberrysins.

UPDATESSSS

2008-10-21T11:50:00.015+08:00

oh my it's been more than a month since i last updated,oh well don't blame me,blame the 'laziness' that is within me =p...well i'm updating now and i haven't a clue what to type =/..*thinks*......oh well..fo the past month....i'v done quite alot...buuuut the usual crap haha...'hangout' or also known as 'chill' us teenagers with our words haha...so yes that's what i've been doing recently.. ok well i'll summarise some of it,yes?

first...me,qida,wafiy,and fyan went out for sungkai just like we do always..so,qida went with me and then we got to gadong we bought our raya shoes and then we met up with wafiy and fyan and ate at lamee..food was ok..but this lady was acting like some pig a reeeaallly hungry pig..as if she hasnt eaten for weeks~.seriously pfft.anyhoo~..since we were tired at the mall..i thought "hey lets go chill at waify's place" =D ...and so we did...fyans driver got us..we bought sparklers and took photos~ here are some photos--->

me and wafiy =D

again,wafiy and me.

i love you guys.=)

LAMEEE

and ermm..i went raying with my jwwl's<3>

at wany's place..wany rumamu lawa =D

uhh what else...oh yes,i went raying with wafiy,zaim,faiz and rachel like 2 times...had lotsa fun with them except for the fact malar kena nyaya..photos-->

haha i look ugly but hey nevermind~ not everyone can take a great photo allll the time =p

ermmm what else...yuyul came over with nabil and others for raya =) ..-->

and ermmm...me and rachel went out 2 days in a row before she left to go to kk..it was me her and her friend alif...fun =)....to rachel...darling i'm gonna miss you make sure you call me up when u're coming back to Brunei yeaa?*hugs*

me and rachel

again,us

at yayasan

and here are some photo's i editted...it's me only haha

..........

random hahaha.

hasmee place,thanks wafiy =)

simple

chinese new year 2008

click photos for larger view....=)

and i'm not done updating but i am tired haha so i shall update more soon,yeaa?=)
later~.

I AM FINALLY 18!!!hahahah...fyi: my birthday sucked this year hahaha.

2008-09-11T19:54:00.004+08:00

hello~ its been a bloody long time since i've updated..i just haven't been in the mood to update soo yeaa..hrmmm...what have i been up to?nothing much really...2,3 weeks ago i went out with Ajrul =D "hello darling~" haha..we first watched MEET DAVE...wait is that right?oh well then a week after,we watched two movies,it was me,Ajrul sayang and Timsy...first we watch 'DEATH RACE' and then 'MIRROR'...god it was as if that day was a 'bloody,death movie day' burrrgh~...but i enjoyed myself...what else...oh yes...ajrul and timsy just kept fighting hahaha it was funny...they even argued about 'where to eat' hahahaha..i just kept quiet haha..hrmmm...what else~....oh yea went out with my friend 'anonymous' haha i don't think he would want me mentioning his name...well it was late around 1am i guess he and the friends got me...we just hung out at his friends place or was it his cousins?oh well the room was cool.. =D...and i enjoyed myself with them...what else~ awh yeaa my brother's girlfriend from KL came to brunei maybe 2 weeks ago?yeaa her names Siti...pretty and nice...we met her at our aunt's place since there was a function going on...then that same night~wafiq texted me around 9 unexpectedly he asked 'Lola~ are you still craving for nasi katok?' haha i said kinda then he was like 'ba get ready i'll be at your place within 20minutes we go makan nasi katok' haha something like that...then he got me around 10?or a few minutes before 10 then yes i got myself nasi katok from Bandar 'Nyyuuum~' then i went to coffee bean and got my self 'blended caramel latte' is that the name?i forgot..haha nyyyuuum~haha got home 10minutes before 11...thennnn awh i also went out with Gknee!! we went to Mamih for like 45minutes?wanted to fix his friendster but the mamih connection was a 'Bitch' seriously...got home like 11.45 i think..what else ...i went out with Rooby~ went to supersave then we saw John...he was shocked to see me and was like 'shiit you look hotter without a tudung' and i was like 'uhh ehe *smile*' -_-'' enough of that ok errmm....my mobile is still not fixed goddd~ you know i haven't taken photos with my mobile for a loooong time..then ermmm what else awwwh puasa is here again!!=D and and and I PASSED MY O'LEVEL QUALIFYINGS!!!!! i'm happeh!haha and last tuesday i had my malay oral exam in the afternoon and i was soo nervous like god i was like 'oh god am i gonna make the same mistake like pmb answering in english by accident?am i gonna use the right malay?' haha then my turn came 'JENG JENG JENG~...i walked up to the teachers sat down
heres a few things i said if i remember properly

me:assalamualaikum,
teachers:walaikumsalam.
(ok i dont wanna put too much detail so the teachers asked me questions,i didn't answer 2 questions i think?)
teacher: apa maksud memperlaksa(eh is that right?i forgot)
me: *thinks*...menggunakan?
teacher: bukan jawapan yang tepat(i think that's what she said)
me: *thinks thinks thinks reads the sentence over and over* me..meningkatkan?
teacher: aa jawapan yang tepat(i think that's what she said well it was right)

THEN IT WAS TIME FOR 'PERBUALAN' O_O

teacher: apakah rancangan tv brunei yang awak suka liat?(something like that don't laugh a my malay i dont know wa haha)
me: ermmm...(here's where i get stuck wether to say 'saya' or 'aku') sa,aak..saya tidak suka lihat tv brunei'
teacher: rancangan lain yang awak suka?
other teacher: MTV nie kan?
me: hehe sadang~(i know talur right hahaha)
teacher: rancangan apa?
me: (again stuck with the saya or aku thing) sa,aku(i used aku in the end) suka liat starworld,mtv,hbo kebanyakannnya yang dalam bahasa english eh inggeris saja.
teacher: seperto apa?
me:seperti~*thinking of tv series*...'private practice'
teacher: aaa~ pasal apa critanya?critakan sikit(something like that)
me: ermmm pasal seorang doctor ia pinda tempat keraja skali ia tolong orang yang sakit(wtf?she's a doctor duhh that's what she does!!)skali ia pinda untuk mulakan hidup yang baru *thinks*
(the teachers ask more questions about it then...)
teacher: apa pengajarannya meliat crita private practice itu?
me: ermmm*thinks*..menolong orang
teacher:aa apa lagi?
me: errmmm (ok i wanted to say somthing like 'life is short and precious..we shouldn't waste time blablabla'forgot what else i wanted to say..then i was so nervous not knowing how to say it in malay i ended up saying this.. -_-''......)
'HIDUP ANIE PINDIK'
teacher's': *LOL* Hahaha~
teacher: maksudnya ringkas kali ba( i think that's what she said?)
me: hahaha sala maksud ku...*diam*
teacher: kau prang campuran ka?(something like that i forgot but yeaa)
me: awu,mama orang putih bapa orang melayu
teacher: awwh~ padanta~ ba atu saja aaa terima kasih
(talur nie what i said -_-'' godd --->)
me: ok..thankyou eh salah! terima kasih..eh apakan talur kali *in shock cos i said 'talur kali'* O_O

It was embaressing!!!!!!hahaha god~~~~~~~~well yea that's it about that ermmm what else~

awh yes!!it was Ajrul's Mum's Birthday last Monday!! sooo

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO THE MUM =D

anyway...recently

you know what like i dont know nevermind heh *sigh~*

anyway i'll end it here now yeaa kinda tired of typing..soo yeaa =) bye~

2008-08-04T23:40:00.005+08:00

heyyy~ =D...i haven't blogged for quite awhile...haha i'm like so lazy to update..anyhoos...qualifyings have started..god it has been a real pain in the ass...like it's soo hard...god~-_-''..anyhoo..recently~...just been the same old same old~...school,home,school,home,school,home....i haven't done much..oh yes recently i have been dancing every evening around 5 haha...but i haven't been dancing for a few days cos i've been really knackered recently -_-''...well...after my last post..i've been...just the same really..i've been online with ajrul(twix) everyday...like yeaa everyday...he's funny haha...last friday night,he called me~ and oh my it was soo funny, i swear to god i haven't laughed soo much on the phone for quite awhile..and he's practically the first guy i have ever talked on the phone with and like act all crazy like hahaha....seriously it was fun...theeen~ errmm whatelse...oh yes last saturday there wasn't any exam so me and my gorgeous j.ww.l's just hungout at the library it was cool cool cool cool..haha..then saturday afternoon~ me and my brother danial~ went out to get this parcel from the post office for my dad..i joined cos i wanted to go get a new webcam(since my facking webcam wasn't work)..then that night i tested the webcam with ajrul for a minute before he slept...then he woke up~ and then we talked talked talked and he asked if i wanted to go out the next day and soo ofcouse i said 'yes' haha..then sunday(yesterday)..around 1+ i went to the mall...annd taaadaa!!!!there he was!!he scared the hell outta me -_-''...like i couldn't see him anywhere then i turned..then i turned back round then BAAAM!! there is was god he scared the hell outta me...and he just smiled haha..then since he bought the 2.30 ticket we went walking round(mall is soo boring now -_-'')..and oh and fyi...we watched the 'MUMMY3'...it was arite..a lot of funny parts...anyhoos..oh yes as we were walking i saw c tua(nazri~) he was alone he seemed like he was in a hurry cos the way he was then he was gone..as we were walking round we were going down the escalator we saw SHAREEEN!!!...and we kept calling his name then he saw us then he waited for us...we then stayed with shareen talked for awhile and then there i saw c tua(nazri) again haha..i tgur him but he just like walked walked walked smile say 'hah?' then i julured him and stuff..haha awh well..and then shareen was with his friends but he decided to come with us for awhile...it was fun then 2.30 me and ajrul went into the theatre andd yeaa i covered my eyes alot hahaha seriously -_-''..then went out of the cinema..walked around then met up shareen then he was with us..then walked around...then shareen's friend roha joined us...we went to utama to buy drinks...haha shareen bought cream the one that sprays out yeaa..haha then went to kfc cos ajrul wanted to eat..haha it was a fun day i must say..then us four walked around..went to rizqun then sat on the couches there then roha went home and then yes ajrul let me bite him =D hahaha 2 times haha he bit me though like once -_-'' then not long after that ajrul had to go and yes he took my jacket with him hahaha...then left me and shareen...i bought myself TAKOYAKI!!! god i missed eating takoyaki!!!...haha then i bought twix chocolate haha cos of ajrul(nick name twix) haha..then me and shareen sat at mc'd and gambar with the twix's haha..then today~ not much irk was a pain in the ass it was haarrrd~...and emm whatelse...tonight i webcam'd with ajrul haha it was funny..we kept laughing that's for sure and smiling~and stuff like that haha but i accidently not save the photo of the convo =(..yes me and ajrul are getting closer =)

anyhoo...awh god just now i went into my brothers room cos he was out and someone in this house said to me "when u have the chance check in your brothers room" and sooo i had to listen and i checked then when i was about to get out the front door opened then poped in danial shhhhiit hahaha...like i had to think fast why i was in there..then i came up with 'i need the sony charger' then he kept saying repeatedly 'zaryna that's not cool,not coool' hahaha and i said 'i know i know i need the charger nevermind sorry*walks back into my room*' hahaha sssshhhiiiittt because of something i was told to do(by someone living in this house) i get into deep shit hahaha...oh well...then he knocked on my door with the charger then haha i said 'no no nevermind..hahaha Sugar Honey Iced Tea....hahaha..oh yes jee came over today(tuesday) haha like surprsingly,i was asleep then haha yeaa..and now i have a migrane..god i've been getting them everyday again...-_-''

first: twix!!haha..2nd: kfc,ajrul is using the cap..we ought creaaam haha

Me and shareen haha testing soo yeaa.

some photos of me n_n.

2008-07-25T23:57:00.003+08:00

hello~ today...i stayed home all day and i actually spent my whole day chatting with Twixsy(ajrul) haha..it started thursday night chatting using comments then this morning we chatting online msn..he is one funnyfanny dude..haha i just love chatting with him haha...i gave him a name it's.... TWIXSYBITSYWITSY (BELABI~)well..i've been busy laughing my ass off with this guy. haha seriously,he's hilarious..anyhoos, here are a quick few lines of what we've been talking about...nonsense seriously hahaha..

[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
brb lola,my gay best bud is on the phone with me
Lola J.ww.L: PM me for my new email(this stupid email too many strangers know it) says:
hahaha oh ok 'HAI gay best bud of twixsybitsywitsy' hahah
Lola J.ww.L: PM me for my new email(this stupid email too many strangers know it) says:
tyt
[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
back
Lola J.ww.L: PM me for my new email(this stupid email too many strangers know it) says:
hey you.

...............................................

[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
hehee *pinch the cheecks*
Lola J.ww.L: you're a liar and it hurts to know you lied to me. says:
*bites u*
Lola J.ww.L: you're a liar and it hurts to know you lied to me. says:
xp
[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
AAARRGGHH hahahaha
Lola J.ww.L: you're a liar and it hurts to know you lied to me. says:
hahahaha
Lola J.ww.L: you're a liar and it hurts to know you lied to me. says:
tuuuuu betaka *points at ur hand my teeth marks*
Lola J.ww.L: you're a liar and it hurts to know you lied to me. says:
haha
[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
hahaha, you're a good biter
[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
hahaa *bites back*
Lola J.ww.L: you're a liar and it hurts to know you lied to me. says:
haha doesnt hurt xp
[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
hahaa RAWWRRR
[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
hahaha
Lola J.ww.L: you're a liar and it hurts to know you lied to me. says:
ermmm.meoww~
Lola J.ww.L: you're a liar and it hurts to know you lied to me. says:
HAHAHAHA
[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
hahaha,cuteeee like i ter-imagine it that you do that haha
Lola J.ww.L: you're a liar and it hurts to know you lied to me. says:
HAHAHAHA bida!!!! hahaha
[c=6]TwixsyBitsyWitsy ;D : i know,you know whats going on[/c] says:
hahaha noo cute kaliah .
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oh oh he made me a fan sign~ he said this is yang 'mura'..and he'll do a 'mahal' one soon. hahaha.

MUCHAS GRACIAS TWIX =)

2008-07-24T21:59:00.005+08:00

hello~...so long since i last blogged..anyway...i haven't done much recently...just bought kain raya and like ermmm yeaa...not much..last week Wafiq came over surprisingly and dropped of this jacket he got for me in KL..i know sweet right haha..i was like 'OH MY GOD!!' haha and then i went out with ruby,mimie and HAZIQ~~~ cute little kid haha..yeaa went to gadong for awhile it was ok alot of laughing that's for sure..ermmm..ruby bought a cookie monster balloon for haziq and a duck balloon for herself that floats on the ground looks like it's walking..god it was like we just kept laughing everyone stared,pointed at the duck haha it was soo funny...then i met with 'aaa zee min' or also known as 'jim'...god i missed him since i hadn't seen him for quite a long time..so yeaa~...hrmm..then we met up with putat~~~~..haha god i just noticed how tall he is god i was like lookin' up at him just to talk..haha...then we went home then that night me ruby mimie went to bandar~...it was raining really heavyily like we stayed in the car till 9+ god~...then our trousers were soo wet...ermm we went to de royalle and met up with some guys and then home~...then what else have i been doing~.hrmm..~like i said not much really..ermm...i sent my material to the tailors already...5pairs...haha all together costed $170...since it was that much i didn't want them to put manic on my clothes so i thought i would just do it myself so yeaa~...hrmmm...school has been boring except for the part of seeing 'si hot' HAHA..and ofcouse seeing my gorgeous J.ww.L's...oh oh like i think 2 weeks ago or last week,my whole class was called by the principal haha..cos we dind't attend english extra class for ALONG time haha..well principal didn't really get mad.it was the other teacher(for may i say you are not the principal!!).. like that teacher was getting all crazyily mad about it and he principal was like 'cool' giving advice pfft. and then i got into a little trouble =p haha..but not by the principal..she was cool she gave advice etc..is was the other stoopid teacher..she said 'bata suda cikgu mencari kau anie' HAHAHA man..this is my second year in that school and suda kena cari hahaha..then once the meeting was over..that stupid teacher called me into the principals office and the principal was like ok sja cos the principal was done with us and me but duh~ haha that stoopid teacher wasn't satisfied..soo..that stoopid teacher got mad with me about me and my irk..i got 'ZERO' for my exam in irk paper 1(i seriously suck in irk)...and she got all mad woman on me and the principal was cool looked at her and then that stoopid teacher shuttup haha..the principal asked what i thought was hard about it..then she said she'd help me,don't worry,bla bla bla...so yeay!! i didn't get into trouble by her..she was 'cool~' hahaha..anyways i'm seriously blank now..so...justsome photos~.some editted some not.

and here are some photos of me~.

these two photos were taken at De Royalle and that's the jacket wafiq got me =)

first photo.again bored..2nd photo i was bored so i used my curler to curl~

God~Do not ask me why i took this photo the other day i was infront of the laptop and was bored.and my phone was staring at me so i picked it up and took silly photos =p

2008-07-06T18:09:00.009+08:00

helllo~~~~~~god i haven't updated for along time...anyhoos...what have i done...well after coming back from miri last holiday i didn't go out just stayed home...hrmmm oh yes and celebrated my little brothers birthday last 27th june i think?

my dad and the birthday boy.

The birthday boys cake.

school reopened nothing new..then last wednesday jee and wany came over to my place rite after school took silly photos haha lame we hate the photos cos they were so bida and did a stoopid video lagi bida haha..oh oh and we ordered pizza.tunaaaa~hahai'll upload only one photo haha.Me,Wany,Jee.

Last thursday i hung out at gknee's place after school with zizol too...it wasssss fun..we ordered pizza...honey something haha inda ingat...and kan the lady asked me for my name and spelling i said LOLA..then she said spelling, and she spelt it 'LALU' and i laughed and i said 'no no its LOLA' hahaha talur lola jadi lalu ....we hung out talked stuff like that....ermmm took photos..oh oh gknees house lawa inside~hahaha...god i missed them like crazy~~~~next time we're gonna make sure ada shinji =D......

Gknee's dinning table.

Gknee doing a wierd face and and Zizol eating pizzza!!!
Gknee's door.
Gknee's table and sofas.

Gknees front door.

Us threeee.

GkneeLolaZizol.

Here are some photos of me~=p

2008-06-27T13:34:00.005+08:00

hello..we'll its friday.1.35pm...hrmm...yeaa i'm just doing this cos i'm bored..anyhoo..i went through akif's blog...gosh reading his posts about them moving house seriously makes me want to move -_-...i wanna live in a new place a new nieghbourhood,a new house,a new room(which i can redecorate and then stick magazine papers on my wall again like my room now)...hrmm...hopefully we'll be making a house later this year or next year(dad keeps saying next year every since last year or last 2 years haha talur)...i can't wait~..ha funny thing is where we're making the house is like a few minutes(dad said 5-10minutes) away from the 'Latif's family'(haha i didn't know what name to put,alifs name or akifs name so yea HAHA)..hrmm meaning i'm gonna be closer to 'him'..=/ ..god~ u try avoiding meeting the person so u can try forget about the person and what happens?yeaa u make a permanent home waaay closer to the person adui haha..oh well...at the same time...i'm happy about it..seriously..i'm kinda happy with the fact that i'm gonna be closer to him...but yeaa macam down jua =/ YO NOLO SE adui~ -_-''..hrmm..i'm still thinking about what colour i want my room and bathroom..hrmmm same time i want nice and cozy(is that the right spelling?)..same time i wanna go for a cool modern look but then again i wanna go for a retro teenage kinda look..hrmmm =/....so so very confused -_-....and and i'm still thinking wether i want my room downstairs or upstair...if upstairs i'd seriously love a small balcony(again right spelling?haha)...well that's something to ask dad haha...and ermmm..if i have my room downstairs i'd love to have a backdoor! seriously my aunt has a 3 doors in her room..one leading into the room,one leading into the bathroom,and one leading straight outside..haha...that's something i have to ask my dad too..haha...adui!!i can't wait~ i have soo many ideas for my room~..i mean like my waredrobe if dad suru i want a wardrobe that's stuck to the wall...but has no doors,its like open,has shelves and like a place to hang my clothes cos my waredrobe now,i NEVER close the doors haha ..oooo soo cool~ hahaha..oh well oh gosh this is along post haha..see my boredom oh well...~hrmmm...haha i'll continue later maybe arite then ..oh oh here photos haha just bored..so 2 new photos. =)

haha new clotes from the miri trip..i know i know haha i look funny =p

2008-06-24T13:37:00.009+08:00

hello~ i have't updated for along time so ermm yeaa hehe...well its school holiday..ermm..well start last thursday night..we all checked in at rizqun hotel~..was fun seriously...sayangnya jim didn't sleep over there either =( ..oh well hehe..ermm...we got there around~ 11 i think..then we hung out walked around the mall for awhile..then me racheal and jim hung out dibawa rizqun entrance on the sofas talked..then we went to thyres foodcourt but only parking lot..then i met up josh..haha yeaa and some of his friends..then we hung out for a few minutes then they sent me back to rizqun...then we went swimming haha the water was soooo cold seriously haha..it was fun...then 4 people slept on the beds then the rest of us slept(we didnt sleep)on the tilams dibawa..it was asri on the sofa,helmi,illi,shah,me,nazri,wafiy,racheal,adi on the tilams,arif was on the carpet,todd,i have no idea where haha,muez too no idea where..then liew fifa,menda afiq where on the beds..heh we watched this indonesian ghost movie 'beranak dalam kubur' eee ihate certia hantu eeee..haha..then yeaa..aha i massaged both shah and helmis backs then shahs feet..haha soo talur eeh haha..then then next day durng fifa decided to go swimming like 6am!haha something like that i stayed inbed slept for awhile haha...then yeaa we ate at mc'd then went back to the hotel and went home around 2~...

Wafiy and muez in the swimming pool.

wafiy and me at the swimming pool =)

sweet right?haha it was for fun =p

me and helmi.

me and racheal haha stoopid pose haha.

racheal and me.

Racheal,Shah and Ryna.

Ryna,Fifa,Wafiy,Racheal & Adi.

what else awh yes on saturday jim and nazri got me aroun 4+ we were all gonna sleep at jims place that night..movie marathon and all,bbq...then we went to get jims cousins rina and i forgot who..heh...then yeaa...awh yes i made cookies that moring haha..anyhoo..then we sent rina and the other girl to the aunts house where the bbq was gonna be..then we went back to jims place for awhile hehe..it was cool his rooms all black wa so cool aaa..haha..then we went downstairs to the livingroom went online with nu...then yeaa..that night on the way to the aunts house i wasn't really in a good mood..no idea why...well part of me knows...but oh well heh..i was fine after that night..well after the bbq..we went back to jims place watched a movie..i didnt i laid down on the sofa with my headsets on,onlining with zul =) he tried cheering me up hehe..well i fell asleep for awhile then yeaa...heh...then around 5.30 everyone shawered etc..got ready to go to miri~ yay hah..jim kept telling me to sleep in the car cos my eyes were red...in jims big car there was jim and shah at the front,me and liew middle seats,and back was wafiy...in nazris car there was adi and nazri at the front afiq racheal and muez at the back...alot of people inda jadi ikut for their own reason =/ oh well..me wafiy jim shah afiq planned to go to kk end of the year yeay! hehe..what else...ermmm....we went to parksns etc ate blablabla..i helped wafiy and shah pick boxers and shirts hahahaha...ermmmyeaa..then i bought these cute trousers for sleeping and this cute tangtop and this shirt and elianto lotion haha...then on the way home first shah drove then changed muez came in and drove...i was next to jim at the back slept and woke up over and over...and yeaa got home around~ 10.30pm i was soo tired..awh well i didnt take alot of photos.

me,naz and jim online with nunu =)

under repair,NAZ,AFIQ,ADI =) in boulavard.

us at jims place about to head of to the bbq. =)

Here are a few photos of me hah bored~~

2008-06-11T20:32:00.007+08:00

hey =)....well again haven't updated for 2days i guess..well i'll just talk about today..well today was actuall kinda fun i must say..hehe like i stayed back at school..took photos~ not much though cos ermm yeaa we took photos when we were gonna go home =p talur~...ermm oh masa balik i was with wafiy for awhile~ talked talked etc then yeaa went lepaking in the dinning hall~ used the laptop yeaa...photos =)...

Wany,Me,Jee,Syaa. =). in the school dinning hall.

In class.

Lola And Jee.

Lola,Wany,Jee

Group photos sign of boredom staying back at school =p.

Then thursday...10 people from each class 5a,5b,5c,5d were brought to go on a school to an arts exhibition in bandar it was cool...i saw paintings that cost $5,000,00..gila kali~..and the what else..oh since we had till 11.30 teacher let us walk around bandar for awhile..i bought DQ haha..and ermm..what else awh us 5d's when jalan-jalan together...took photos..i'll show you some...and then went back to school that mofo said she wanted to ckp2 with jee tpi nada jua ada ada so whatever..then we took more photos in school then...jee,wani,wany,went home with me.. =)...we went gilaing with the webcam begambar with my wall...soo panat...my wardrobe was turned upside down haha pasal cari baju...then what else~...then 3pm nazri(jees bro) got them...then malam...i went to tuition met up jee again..i was so kusut i couldnt understand the teach ngajar~..then nazri and jim got me from tuition...we hung out for awhile...went to gdg..terjumpa shah and his gf...then ermm...went to mc'd met durang muez lagi then mady...then i met yuyul and nabil...then erm hahaha..me nazri,jim and mady went to bandar waiting for durng muez to arrive after aga-ing durang nu..then ermm yeaa it was fun jua laa i was kinda sleepy...then jim sent me to centerpoint then i hung out lagi with durang hasmee,cham,hilmi,zul etc...haha.then the end~.

BANDAR~

Syaa,Wany,Jee,Lola

Us 5'Dees that went on the trip.

Smssa students and teachers.

2008-06-08T16:52:00.012+08:00

BEFORE I START:

look at what i found..

MY CHOKI CHOKI!!!!

I swear if anyone get's me all this for my 18th birthday this october i'm gonna be one of the happiest 18year old girl that day.and I'd even give that person a box of choki choki =D..hahaha.

hey..i haven't updated for 2,3,4 days rite?hehe anyway...i'm not so rajin in updating hehe my friendster pun i jarang update,reply comments..getting soo lazy with all the internet stuff haha..anyway...

last thursday:

I STARTED TUITION it was a bore. the teacher had no idea in teaching..i'm serious it's like she doesn't know how to teach..so paya to understand..well since it was my first night,jee offered in picking me up with c tua,her brother a.k.a my friend known as nazri haha..yeaa..ermm class started at ermm..7.30,but we went past 7.30 haha i know rite...yes nazri made fun of me using glasses pfft. to nazri: what ever you =p...haha..what else awh awh when we arrived there was abu~..i was soo nervous and i felt awkward but oh well haha..

then ermm..at 9pm jim got me from tuition..we were gonna go hangout with yg biasa biasa.. we but since adi was at his grands,and nu and menda anta mana...we decided to watch a movie while waiting..so we went to kiulap mall and watched 'prom night'...ok prom night isn't a horror movie..but it got me being the noisiest person in the theatre...i mean it kept making me go 'aa!..ee!!..paloipaloi!...mati ni!!....budu~~~~......ia bunu durng tu~..' seriously i like slid down my seat haha and covered my eyes with my jacket...and all jim could do was laugh at me haha,to jim: jim JAAT! xp....haha...then ending made me cry ..haha awu~ haha..

After the movie we went down to meet the others since they arrived already..then we went to kianggeh~...biasa2 sja...as always...then durang racheal muiz and biasa biasa jua datang~... =)

photos(not alot)

In The movie Theatre with jim.

Yes,i know their sexy HAHA.

On the way to kianggeh~.

Nazri,Me,Wafiy...you know before we took this phot these two poklens squeezed me in the middle and wafiy there kept bumping me on purpose haha. To wafiy: BEWARE.

Anyway..Friday,what did u do..awh yes..atu Sii "Nasi"(saja ba janta pakai real name i call him this sometimes cos he calls me bola(lola,bola)..anyway..in the morning~ around 11 he texted asked if i wanted to go out with him ya know eat,drink blablabla..so i agreed since i had nothing better to do and plus i haven't gone out with him for a quite awhile..anyhoos...he got me around~11.50?maybe..then we headed off to seafood court..and yes,first time i ever went there..and like,sunyi berabis it was just me and him haha..we ate drank,talked,nyaya,laughed etc etc for awhile til,1.30 then 1.30 we went bowling~yes i sucked..i knew how to play i mean apa jua use cfunny shoes and roll the ball rite and hit the pins rite?haha but i got zero zero zero,another number,zero,another number,zero,another number..yeeaa..and him pfft yea ia handal whatever.pfft. xp hahaha. anyhoos after that we headed home...the whole time jalan atu dari ruma to ruma he was panat..i don't know why..like sakit my cheeks just smiling all the time...haha..all in all i had fun. =) There are no photos that day,didn't really think about taking photos hehe. =)

Saturday..hrmm what to say...awh yes yes..went to school,saw sii hot haha..cute cute..anyhoos,photography club..yay!next saturday we're gonna bring our laptops and design design.. hrmm...what else~.awh then the whole night i was online with jim..then~ ermm we went out...me and some of the gorgees...we went round gdg then went to lyanas house a.k.a haziq's house cos,their siblings haha..talked to haziq for a few minutes ermm yeaa...then went round gdg again then went to kianggeh... yeaa not much..plans this week were like ya know just not planned at all =/ hehe..

Me and racheal =)

Wondering who this is?

Me,Racheal and Muez.

Me,Racheal,Muez and Azimin =). (muez came all the way from the drivers seat to the back just to gambar with us haha.)

And today,Sunday..did nothing at all except online,using the laptop,i've been having a sore throat,oh well,i'm ill hehe...was online with azimin the whole morning till petand or afternoon hehe..thats all really =).

Oh oh look at what i found...LOLA(me) & GKNEE!!! UT(unique territory) I MISS YOU PEOPLE!!!

2008-06-04T20:56:00.006+08:00

today what have i done?well school was ok..i saw sii HOT..hehe and then adib and naqiu dri pagi tried to trip me over haha baie =p...and and then we found a new way to speak so funny we laughed and laughed...what else...awh i registered for tuition today..ermm..7.30-9 or 8.30 or 8.45 haha depends really.it's every thursday and tuesday...so good thing ends early i can still go jalan jalan after tuition and stuff hehe...then apa lagi i made my new glasses..my eyes are getting worse gila macam the way the lady spoke pun macam haha worried..=p i gotta use them not just for reading now =/..and now im here blogging =)

Anyways....how long have i not blogged?haha 2 days?i dont remember oh well...anyhoos..oh yes yes yesterday i hung out with qida at her place Danial sent me there...aaa!gila i missed hanging out with her.....well what did we do...hrmm we were bored so we just watched death note haha we were reeeaally bored..we talked we laughed etc...then ate then played the piano for like 3 minutes?hahaha then went to her room took photos and talked somemore haha...here are some photos.....

hello?

some photos of us panating as we always do
=)

hai!!!!haha..well down below this is a a panat conversation i had with Balqis the other day..us being our crazy selves as always hahaha....sooo yeaa read =).

Qs : ...31st street says:
hahahahahah..everybodyy,meet LOLSS ASS and QISS TITS.
Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
lols ass is the weirdest name i've ever been given =/
s(qis tits) : ...31st street says:
and u think "qis tits" is common?
Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
no,HAHAHA..
Qis(qis tits) : ...31st street says:
omigosh ppl cnt stop texting bout my nick
Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
HAHAHAHA and wat did u say?
Qis(qis tits) : ...31st street says:
omigosh sum1 called me horny!!!!
Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
HAHAHAHA
Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
thankgod my name doesnt sound so wrong hahah
Qis(qis tits) : MY FRIEND LOLA GAVE ME THAT NICKNAME.I AM NOT HORNY.OKAY? says:
YOU CHANGE YOUR NAME JADI SUMTHING QUESTIONABLE!!!! hahahahahahah damn you lolaaaaa
Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i love my name!!!*does a dance*
Qis(qis tits) : MY FRIEND LOLA GAVE ME THAT NICKNAME.I AM NOT HORNY.OKAY? says:
damnnn youuu LOLAAAA hahahah!!!!aku yg seksa bahhh..padahal aku yg bgi that name....hahah mcm shit jua tu...

Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
i aint exchanging my ass for titshahaha
Qis(qis tits) : MY FRIEND LOLA GAVE ME THAT NICKNAME.I AM NOT HORNY.OKAY? says:
hhahhahahahaha
Qis(qis tits) : MY FRIEND LOLA GAVE ME THAT NICKNAME.I AM NOT HORNY.OKAY? says:
that sounds weird.
Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
I KNOW!!!HAHAHAHAH
Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
i'm laughing my ass off at the moment reading this hahah
Qis : QIS TITS vs LOLA ASS. (x how about that Lola? says:
shittt youuuu hahahahahahah why do i get the ............brrrr!!!!
Qis : QIS TITS vs LOLA ASS. (x how about that Lola? says:
&&&*&^$%$$%^^&
Lola Bunneh(Lols Ass): waiting for a prince charming to come save me =) says:
you wanna know why?COS YOU CHOSEEEEEE ITTTTT~~~~QIS TITS HAHAHA.

2008-06-02T17:16:00.002+08:00

hey =) well...today....i didn't do much..just school stuff...was pretty lame..as every other working/schooling day...ermmm....i was online with alyf this morning..hrmmm..what else..yea atu laaaa....OH MY EFFING GOD!!...some loser im'd me online check this out haha yes i don't care i'm gonna post it here HAHAHAHA.....

Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Hy
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
mau u bmput?
Lola Bunneh: Maybe it ain't worth it.i want a new life.i wanna start over =) says:
fuck you loser!
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
y
Lola Bunneh: Maybe it ain't worth it.i want a new life.i wanna start over =) says:
i dont even know who the hell you are!
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
u mean
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Sht
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
knl kn la
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Ambung jo eh
Lola Bunneh: Maybe it ain't worth it.i want a new life.i wanna start over =) says:
siapa kan nie cna kau dpt email ku?
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Manusia la.Slh kn f ku dpt emel ko
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Mau ko lyn ka
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
ui
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
ambung ko neh
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
jual mhl
Lola Bunneh: Maybe it ain't worth it.i want a new life.i wanna start over =) says:
i dont know you and i would never do it with someone like you
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
u mean lyk some1 4 me.Y?
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
shit eh whatever~.
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
you're just some hormy freak who wants to go fuck anygurl u want well u asked and messed with the wrong gurl so leave me the hell alone
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
jgn ambung wa jgn jual mhl
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Cn speak mly plz.50% andastnd learn spk english
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Maksud u apakn.Ckp mlayu wa
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
me ne nda brpa phm ckp englsh 50% sja
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
cua u ckp mlyu phmkn rh me
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
pfft. figure it out yourself
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
ui
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
lew
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
anta kau eh
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
mau u ka bmput sma me?
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
leave me alone!!!
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
HORNY FRREEEEAAAAAKKKK!!!
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
jgn ambung ne wa jgn jual mhl
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
drek taus wa
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
style me f bmput taus drek nmanya runding
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
I AM NOT SOME WHORE YOU CAN DRAG TO HAVE SEX WITH FOR YOUR SELF SATISFACTION!!!!GO FIND ONE OF THEM PUNDANS!!!IT"LL COST YOU A FEW TENS!!!!JACKASS!=)
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Mental jo eh
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
u lu cri bru me
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
bhpa kn cri pundan
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
f ko mau ku
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
EEEEH SHIT YOU HAHAHAHHA FUCK OFFFFFFFFF BYEEE~~~~ HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH YOU YOU LOSERRRRR!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHA LAME MUCH OH~~~~.
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Ku wanted ne emel ko ku pasing2
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
in short..AKU INDA MAU BEAMPUT SAMA KAU....AKU INDA KENAL KAU JUA WAAA...DUH~~ BYEBYE>
Kn mncri bni2 yg mau damput says:
Sma kaling mau ko buat urg brunai nda ko mau
Lola Bunneh: Cam baieeee says:
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA funny. bye =) busy layaning my boyfriend online at the moment =)

........................................................

HAHAHA loser rite?ok maybe i shouldn't have layaned him but hey i just wanted to embaress the hell outta this guy and like curse him hahaha...released a bit of my stress hahaha...well i don't know who the hell the dude is...but yeaaa..pfft.....

anyway will update somemore later yeaa =)

terbangun haha

2008-06-02T04:37:00.008+08:00

hello~ well it's 4.41am i just terbangun hrmmm....anyway i was looking through this website haha check these out..

*people do say guys just think about 'it'..haha you guys agree?

*Has this ever happened to you?not to me hahaha.

(CLICK THE ABOVE IMAGE TO SEE FULL SIZE AND TO READ THE TEXT MORE CLEARLY =)..)

*I got this from Qis(a.k.a tits) HAHA..

weird~

*I LOVE THIS CAT!!HAHAAHA

EEEEE CUTE WAA!!!!but evil O_O

I JUST HAD TO PUT THIS HERE!!!HAHAHAHA

2008-06-01T21:23:00.001+08:00

I just love this picture =)

WHat i did over the weekend.

2008-06-01T19:31:00.008+08:00

hello~ well start thursday night. hrmm..oh yes i went out with them gorgees. hehe..ermm...we went to gadong...then yay i finally met taullah...what else hrmm...awh awh yes i ran into alif that night he was on his way up..he was gonna have dinner with some friends..he asked if i wanted to join but naa~ i with them adi and stuff...then yea we hung out at chills...i made a new friend that night =D ....MADY!!!he is soooo hilarious..and he knows how to do magic tricks siuk laa..that night was cool...then i met up alif again i stayed with him for awhile...talked and stuff..ermm....haha liew hid shahs wallet and mobile and stuff and he kept suspecting me checked my bag 2 3 times haha ....it was funneh...then we went to kianggeh then yeaa i lost my mood a little for like anta half an hour maybe..then yeaa back to my happy self haha..then then we went to one of them huts yg untuk naik boat ke kg ayer haha mady,muiz,adi used my eyeliner to draw on their face put fake beards and mustaches hahaha..so funneh i have photos of them but kan haha i doubt they'd let me post it haha so..,all u can do is imagine it hahaha...then we went home....this is the only photo i have of that night..i didn't take much.

me and Jim..

then friday~...well again i went out with them gorgees...same thing gadong~~~~hehe..didn't do much that day really just stayed at gadong then we went to thyes. ermm stayed there the whole night...awh awh jim bought me one box of CHOKI CHOKI!!!...i was like waow haha..he bought one box for me and one box for them...haaha THANK YOU JIM!!!!!!!!...hehe..ermm..yeaa well we just stayed there...and then we ate choki choki the whole night anie wa...then i saw franky~...yeaa...anta with who...then around 2+ i saw hasmee!!helmi!!haha..then yeaa i went to their car their was cham and this other guy hehe...and yeaa..they went to thyes i stayed with them for a bit then went back to them gorgees..haha that night panat also...liew,muiz,shah,mady used the eyeliner again same thing haha fake mustaches etc haha...c shah put it on too..then then he used my pink eyelight onto his lips...and i was like 'thats not for ur lips' hahaahha pink anie waaa!..then he put lipgloss on gila terang anie wa haha...then yeaa..durang fifa menda pun ada and rina =) ....i have no photos of that night..only two photos of adi and shah soo yeaa.. =)

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then saturday~ehem them gorgees(btw i call them gorgees haha)..wanted to go to tutong beach wa...and you know they said 9am..then haha guess wat we went at 10+ haha arrived 11+ haha...always~~~....well stoopid thing was i spent the whole day dlm kerita with the doors open and headsets on listening to '112-cupid' haha anta i didn't have the mood to keluar.strange~ then yeaa had a slight problemthat day what ever with it why should i care jua ba kan?hehe...here are some photos or photo. haha

guess who that is up in the tree..hahaha yes..MADY.

this is adi muiz anddddddd liew. =)

And today..sunday..did nothing really just stayed home chatting with jim and Qis a.k.a tits HAHA...soo yeaa.. =)

In response to message about my smell

2008-05-30T18:52:00.002+08:00

for the person who questions my smell, I must say I am surprised at you! Since when has Christina Aquilera perfume been a "f*****g ugly smell"? And how can a person who showers often and uses soap smell bad? I would suggest you go to an ENT specialist to get your nose checked out. Oh and by the way, if I do smell so bad why do my friends still want to spend time with me?

By the way, I welcome each and every message posted here (yes, even those from you) so if you want to post a message on my blog in future can you please try to spell correctly? Its FUCKING not FCUKING!

=) =) =) =)

2008-05-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

Hello...hrmm today...was arite i guess..nothing much..jee and hazwany were gonna come over then go to mamih but then..yeaa didnt happen haha..but it's ok though cos...i got the laptop back!!...yay~~~...what else~..hrm ada this person ia sasak benar pathetic lagitu til now macam burgh antam ta orang atu..haha...that person just has to grow up...get a life...=) ....hrmm...what else...yeaa..hrmmm haha blank...arite then this is it for today not much happened that's why =p

2008-05-27T20:52:00.006+08:00

Just me in my Vain Mood. HAHAH.
(not all the photos i am uploading are editted..tired haha..but i will soon edit and upload =)..)

LOLA BUNNEH.

(STRAWBERRYSINS)
soul.

* i LOVE my hair here~~~.haha.

2008-05-27T18:34:00.036+08:00

hello!!!oh my god!!baru ta kan update my facking blog shit..haha anyways..i don't have much time and i can't tell you everything i've done recently in detail..so i will just summarise the stuff i have done and upload the photos =) very sorry.

firstly-
well a a couple of weeks ago i had a movie marathon with them gorgeous people =). It was fun..i made them home cookies my mum asked me to try out since it's her own recipe..then yeaa menda and nu came over helped me with it...once the movie started everyone was addicted to my cookies haha so i promised them i'd make them again some other time...we watched 'pulau' hantu~' eeee...i hate crita hantu haha..ermm what else...we took some photos,hung out stuff like that yeaa...haha..then i made pasta ermmm...yeaa haha..then 3.30am things ended =D all in all it was really fun.haha.here are the movie marathon photos.

Secondly-
ermmmm well i went to the beach the other day with menda,muiz,adi and shah..we went to pantai berakas...it was just us that time...it was cool haha we burrited muiz and shah in the sand haha..and yeaa here are some photos.

thirdly-

hrmm....what else...well..oh yes me with them gorgeous people went jalaning..i'll just mix up the photos up here yeaa =)...we did the usual stuff as always =p.

forthly-
i went went to the beach again..but this time there was more people haha..we went to muara beach..and guess what..yes..shah and muiz pulled me into the deep end!!!AAAA! seawater is my phobia ya know...and so yeaa they dragged me in and once i was in the deep end aaa i cried haha a little haha but yeaa they helped me over come my fear,a little haha i still hate water splashing at me the waves i paniced like crazzzy~haha..oh well all in all it was fun~ =) ..(just a few photos)

fifth-ly - haha

well...i went out with my friend hasmee 2 times...thursday night and saturday night...thursday night i was with him then later that night was with thw gorgeous people haha...well saturday night oh well it was fun yes i must admit except for the fact their deaf buddy likes me and menyamal just cos i was with guys~(whihc he knew) and im not even his gf and i dont even like him cos ...yes i hvae my reasons...no..not cos he's deaf oh well enough about that...we went ghost hunting~ yes 4 cars all together i was facking scared..it was fun but i was facking scared haha..

..well before that we chilled at the parking lot near mc'd and center point...ermmm yeaa...

sixth-ly - haha

oh yeaa i went to the beach with durang IG way before some of these things i did haha so yeaa..

we went to pantai jerudong~.the photos are of me though hahaha.

Saturday night~empire and stuff.

2008-05-04T12:15:00.009+08:00

-HAHA! one car,two drivers and a passenger =p haha.

-Same place~

-out side hotel rooms~.i love this photo =).

-from left: Liew,Muiz,Jim,Lola(me),Adi and Nu

hello~well~i went out with durang adi again last night(3rd may)...me,adi,liew,jim and 2 other guys(sorry i forgot your names) hehe...we went to jp..we went late around 9ish...then guess who i saw with a gurl~and i think he saw me...franky..yuuuup....i saw him~ and i looked and i was like 'FRANKY!!' then yeaa..anyhoos...we watched the fireworks etc...then~after going to jp me liew and jim went to SnS and Adi and this guy(sorry i still dont remember your name =p) picked nunu up then went to SnS,we met menda,fifah,muiz there then durang adi and nu datang then menda and fifa went back.after that,me,nu,adi,muiz,liew,jim and that guy went to the empire since they had friends there..i wasnt that comfortable in the otel room so we went out into the halls and then durang muizz ikut then we just hung out there,talked and took photos yeaa..fun..hehe..we laughed and stuff,fun fun..hehe...then as we were walking back to the car we just kept laughing and laughing..then we went to bandar checked for pundans as always ahah for fun cos as you know pundans sell themselves at bandar so we wanted to see hahaha stoopid..then we went to kianggeh..is it?haha i dont know..haha talked i told them pasal that stoopid guy what he did and stuff yeaa..then as always went home at four..sent nu first...haha it was soo sampit at the back!me jim muiz and adi at the back but then we found away so it would be less sampit and i was fine~ hehe..it was cool night =) here are some photos =)

oh yes btw..there will be clear photos from last night..once jim gives me the photos =p

bored~.

2008-05-03T14:59:00.002+08:00

hello~ well today...i had my maths and english exam..baie~..i absolutely forgot ada maths beljar plng tpi sikit~~~...oh well i got paper 1 lagi to rely on..anyhoos..i was exhausted cos after getting back from adis last night i didnt sleep straight away haha..so after answering my maths paper i had an hour left so i kinda slept haha...then break i was with nu and ruby..hrmmm then then that guy that stares at me looked at me a few times when i was at the door...haha god if he wants to talk like talk then come up to me and talk...haha..i bite yeaa but i wont bite someone who only just for the first time spoke to me haha...oh well~hehe..well today~i'm gonna be seeing durang adi again~haha..with the others...i dont know if nunus coming =s ....hope so~..hrmmm..oh well...lalala..im bored~...i'm online with wafiq right now haha..hrmmm....i'm bored...hahaha..oh well~.

2008-05-03T14:46:00.003+08:00

well yesterday(2nd may) i stayed home..wasnt really in the mood..ruby wanted to take me swimming with her and mimi..but naa~...then i went out with adi and liew...hung out at adis place watched two dvds...it was fun...it helped me relax a little talked about that 'person'...then same time as always i went home adi,liew and zul sent me home...hehe except for the fact all o us were quiet haha no idea why...oh well...what else...hrmm yeaa thats it really.

Out with them people.=)

2008-05-02T13:10:00.010+08:00

-Muiz and Me.seriously it was hot =p haha.

-(from left)Todd,Muiz,Menda,Nunu,Lola and Adi.i wish i had a new d.camera.

-Adi and Nu.haha there's something about this photo i like.

- Me,Menda and Nunu =). yes it was hot.haha.

- Me and Adi. =) i was candid he wasn't haha thanks Menda =)

:well i did go out..i was fun..adi got me around 8 i think...in the car that time there was adi(driving) me,muiz...and ys unexpectingly todd(didn't realise till we passed the manggis roundabout haha talur~)...and muizz...anyway...we headed off to gadong to meet nu and menda...once we reached gadong we walked around the mall..there were so many people..then i bumped into some people i knew..even nabil! oh god its been along time since i met him...and then yeaa...we decided to go to the small thingy at bandar...so haha the car was soo sampit..like at the front was todd and nu and at the back was me,menda,muiz,adi..once we got to bandar..me and menda did something stoopid haha..like the others were at the other side while me and menda were like walking soo slow like cat walking across the road cos we thought there were no cars then these fast cars came coming towards us and we just ran and laughed haha..stoopid..after going to bandar we went to mendas place for a few minutes nu and menda went up while me and the rest stayed in the car then we went to jerudong!!...pfft. it was a complete waste of time for me to curl m yhair and stuff and then wen to jerudong and my hair was a mess and stuff haha...god~....well it was fun..hot..but fun..then we went to the restaurant s cos adi needed to drink and nu had to go to the toilet so yeaa..after jerudong we went to the 24 hours foodcourt in gadong..adi wasn't feeling so well =/ and he was tired but he still wanted to go out haha crazy kid.hehe..then we went round serusop and stuff and stadium went back to gdg stayed there for a few minutes then we went to kianggeh and then went home at 4am haha on the way home i fell asleep on Adis sholder Menda fell alseep to i think on Muiz..finally when i reached the simpang i woke up and then yes i gave muiz a chance to bite me once but as always 'i get the last bite' so i bit him back haha....it was a cool night. except none of us knew were to go haha..oh well..here are some photos of us..i know the quality is terrible using mobile..just wait till i get a new camera since my old one is broken -_- =)....

*note to self: never curl hair if you are gonna do outdoor activities..example 'jerudong park' haha

CHING CHING GONG GONG.haha

2008-05-01T15:00:00.002+08:00

hello again~..anyway...school was ok...spent all morning talking to Jee,wany,hazwany and durang huda...talked about the fairwell party we were planing to do..so hrmm yeaa...it was fun laughed alot.hazwany was facking funny hahah *ching ching* *goooonggg* haha..hopefully this fairwell this november will go well...hrmm...anyhoos..that guy that keeps looking at me..i finally know his name!!!thanks to FYAN~~~ haha thankyou fyan..and way..i won't say his name here..hee..well i had my geo...oh god it was not easy...i absolutely forgot form4 topics were gonna come out...urggh i gotta rely on my geo paper two now -_-''....oh yes that MELABANG GIRL i hate...pfft. she laughs so kanaky like like eeewww....she's just so facked up annoying...all she does is lie lie lie...and like hello~~how can someone lie so much???hahaha...gad!!!!!!i'll bitch talk about her some other time here hahaha...anyhoos i'm seeing adi and the others later~~maybe yay!haha...anyway...will stop here and continue later..i wanna curl my hair for testing haha BORED. see you later~~~

2008-05-01T14:43:00.004+08:00

That's qida~ i miss you sista!!!i love youuuu bestfriend. and don't worry about that problem of yours ok =)

hello~~~~oh god wireless hasn't been on for a few days..anyhoos..at school yesterday..that guy in school that keeps looking at me looked at me again...stared~~~..like i just sent nu to her class rite then i had to go passed his class to get to mine..then from the left door allllll the way to the back he looked at me!haha..maaan~then nabil called my name 'lola' then i took one step back and waved then that guy looked at me!!haha...oh man...awh and yes yesterday i watched ermmm 'iron man' with Adi...i spent my whole afternoon til night with him..came back aroundddd ermm 9 i guess...we watched the movie at Qiulap mall..then after the movie turned out nu was there so we met up with her for awhile~ she was gonna watch iron man too..then we said our byes to her then we left went round gadong..then we went to the empire...haha it was fun...seriously..then we went to my sis's place Qida,to get my curler from her..and i facking missed her like crazy cos the last time i met her was last december~~anyway...thanks to adi i met her again...after going to her place we went to uhh~easyway...i loved that chocolate pearl drink yummy...haha.then after that i went home~had dinner and studied a little for my geo exam then i fell asleep afterwards since i had only slept for 1hour and a half last last night haha. =p then woke up then was online with yes adi ahaha...well i had a great day =) THANKS ADI!!

2008-04-28T21:19:00.006+08:00

. i miss these people rite there...UT, unique Terriotory.I miss biting,poking and pinching each one of them.FRANKY,GKNEE,SHINJI,ZIZOLALALA =(

something simple hehe.i cut my hair~.

hello again~i'm bored..well today~. ermm school was a real bore as always~.we had our english 1 exam...shit i didn't exactly finish part 2..aaaa!and i'm freaking out about it..well...nevermind..well during sastera exam me,wany,abu yazid,firdaus,rahim and habib went to the library,jee was gonna join us and all but then she was afraid that the library might be full cos alot of form 5 students went up too..anyhoos..well when we got up i saw that dude~ haha it's this hot dude at my school..well for me he's hot not sure for others..but yeaa he looked at me~~ haha..seriously that dude has looked at me quite a few times like ya know look as in stare for a few seconds but he has not once said hai...no clue why haha..anyway yeaa we sat at one table and i sat in a direction which i could see him(paloi rite) then halif sat with us then that dude looked at me haha again yay~..haha..anyway...besides that..my day has been a total bore...seriously i've done nothing except watch tv and stuff..pfft.i hate mondays...awh yeaa muez said he'd teach me a little bit about driving woohoo!i can't wait...today i was planing to go to qidas place but she was out so i didn't go..oh well...anyway wat else is there to say hrmmm.....yeaa that all for now...oh yes i'm in this conversation on msn with some dude haha and we're like both blank since we barely know each other haha wth.oh yea theres a new photo of me above.

2008-04-28T16:20:00.007+08:00

whuddup~...haha i'm so slow in updating(malas)..anyhoos...i'll start about last saturday..well~ firstly.last saturday afternoon Nu got me from my place...around 1.30pm...she came out of the car to get me then guess what,the driver left haha..then we went outside and we were like 'what the hell???' haha...turned out he went back home haha..so we had to wait for him~..then once we got to Nus place we got ready to go to st.andrews funfair...it was gonna be me,Nu,Menda and Fifah but for some reason Fifah couldn't make it so it was just the three of us..oh well...anyway as we were there~..i ran into my friend ariffin...god~ he's getting hot haha..haha..then i saw this other dude~. he was kinda hot too.haha..well..any hoos...Nu played ddr and guitar hero while me and Menda went walking around..i saw these cute chicks haha so bright yellow and baby turtles haha..awh and we saw jimmy~ and this tall dude from smssa..anyway..i felt dizzy while we were there since it wa raining a little and stuff..then we sent Menda home then we went back to Nus place to get ready to go to that relatives place the one who got married yeaa..before going there we went to Mendas place first and went with her.Once we got to the relatives place there was kareoke,guitar hero competition,lucky draw and stuff..t was cool..then around 11+ or 12+ we went back to Mendas place and hung out...then around 12+ or 1+ we went out again haha with Muizz,Liew,Adi and this other dude...first it was just me,menda,nu,liau and muizz..then we went to adis place i think and met him and the other dude...after that~ we used two cars and went to bandar hungout there for awhile..i looked at yayasan to see if UT were there skating turns out they were but i didnt see them cos when we arrived at bandar they had only just left haha..anyway...we stayed at bandar til 3.30am!haha i know rite~.it was fun though..got to speak to muizz again after soooooo long~.then we left to go home...i got home around 4 cos an incident happened on the way home. once i reached my simpang i saw every single street light was off and all houses were dark and i was like 'oh shiiit!no electricity!oh shit dont tell me my parents are awake' haha then i got home praying and hoping for my parents to be asleep then i entered then no one was awake hahaha...anyway above are photos of when we were at the funfair i didnt upload a lot of photos cos i'm still waiting for nu tu give me most of the photos =).(this post is really long haha.

Angkat gangsa day~.

2008-04-25T20:08:00.005+08:00

waaasaaaap~ haha well this is my first post....what to say...oh yea..i cut my hair..well i nipis-ed kan...still long though except for the fact my mathafacking fringe is short when i said don't cut it short...i'll upload a photo of it once i have a decent one..well....today...what did i do....*thinks*...well woke up this morning...had one pancake for breakfast i watched this movie..it was good i guess..watched it a few times already...then around 2.30..Nunu got me...went to Mendas relatives place..angkat gangsa...it was pooring rain my hair was a mess my skirt was wet my feet were wet haha...it was me,Nunu,Menda and Fifah....it was cool...everyone who was angkat gangsa were in pink(the girls i mean) then the guys were all in white..it was fun gossiped alot about stuff haha..boredom~ haha...awh yeaa we went on a coach to the brides house it was fun~ except i felt sick on the bus -_-...was sitting at the back...but it was fun~ haha..then we went back to the guys house we took photos....i'll upload the clear ones once i get them..these photos aren't clear and are so terrible cos the girl who took them moved the camera right after she heard the click when actually she should have waited for the flash..nevermind..for now i'll upload that one above..